Hurlow??

2004-07-30T06:57:00.000-07:00

Take my heart away from where it is
Since you're gone
I don't see the use of it

So its friday again..after 4 periods of dnt in skool..i survived..for another week im able to be strong...cey..lyk real..nxt week submission...dun ask ar i do until where...the answer will sakitkan hati gi2 ar..k la k la..i tell k...i juz put in one bolt into one metal shaft..dats all..dis week is very tiring ar..serious2...saturday tk ckpo tdo sbb baklek lambt..sunday bgn pagi..abe balek lambt gak...monday skola...mlm blaja utk test...tdo lambt lar tu....blablabla..bsok ader chalet...boley buta sak mater aku..den juz nw play soccer for awhile..bes..farkhan n adnan is my favourite player..dey are lyk the black bros..yorke n cole..farkhan must be yorke..
Talkin bt darkhan..we hv been teasing him ince sec1...since he was a fat ass and lyks to beat pple wen hegot disturbed..but 4 yrs dwn...he change to nt fat but still asshole boy hu's nt as violent..i lyk him..evendough i lyk to tease him..but i lyk him..he's my fren..i lyk all my frens..coz its nt lyk as if i hv loads of dem..adam luv wardah
Last weekend rch played at cineleisure on saturday n far east on sunday...cineleisre set was kinda crap..but far east is ok ar kan..ok..i enjoyed playing at far east dat tyme..lyk the sound lyk nice..dats y i hyper..smgt..cam tk btol..a'a...gerl in pink tees in the front..she's pretty..lol..she smiled..i looked away..lol..den after platying,she point at me while toking to a fren..she smiled..i looked away..lol..nt dat im an asshole or wat..juz lazy ar..prolly someone owes a place in me..
"so take my heart away will u?"
-Rock Concert Heroes @ arts tapestry @far east

2004-07-23T01:41:00.000-07:00

Sometymes i wonder if i'm ever rite for you
sometymes i fear dat u feel it too...
Have you ever wonder y i felt dis way
u dun even see to try to make my day

Kay..so finally blogger acceded and let me update...otherwise wenever i wanna update..i cant type..the words won't come out...nt dat i tried alot of tymes though..just once...but den after dat see lyk lazy..so no need ar..Luqman steam..bcoz she smile and say wat ar...i oso dunoe..but luqman bcome gatal..u try rread his blog..den if u noe him..or seen him ard..u see the guy..kaozz..dier pei tk kene..tk kene langsong...so biler aku bacer dier pei blog..terpakse ar aku ketawe..sak ar da kekek...bsok rch playing at cineleisure at 8..i hope it'll go ok..but nvm ar..wednesday was racial harmony day..qam styke..patotnyer dier yg menang bes male..baju dier ader byk elephant..yg menang tu baju hitam je..maner lagi bagos?elephant ke hitam jek?elephant kan~...but nvm..da lepas..dat day reach skool late ar...my fault ar..i late..so naseb tk kene chop tu yg ader perkataan late..kalo tk..tk hensem..i wore juz the baju melayu jek..tkder yg luarbiaser..but qam patot menang..lol..but watever it is..i tink she looked nice in cheongsam..hd to act normal during the assembly evendough i see lyk relie nice...if nt later paisey..so i act cool ar konon...but juz nw..juz nw morning..i saw wardah nghn matrair dier..i noe its mean..but i laffed..i dunoe y..probably the tot dat she send adam the letter ar..lol..and shuhadah maki-ed me and frens wen we were boarding the bus...i juz pumped up my cheeks to make me look fat(juz lyk her)..and i waved..hey...i was being polite..i waved...she maki-ed..but im nt offended..i dun care...wrote dis last week...
Rock Concert Heroes-Change Your World

Fictitious fickled through my mind
And someday you'll understand
Faking it won't help you get away from this
And you know inevitable and psychic minds
They don't belong

Someday you for sure will see
That this place is not at all belong to me
No complaints, for such thoughts is completely exclusive
Inimical, amatuers drop the next stop

I'll try to show you evrything
Will then you only see, how cruel this world can be
Evrything will be fine cause sooner later
You'll watch and learn
As i change your world around..

2004-07-02T06:43:00.000-07:00

K..i noe its been sumtyme...i noe..ni update pon case ngk org lain nyer up to date..tapi bilewr ngk diri sendiri cam ksian so..update jek ar..adam tag dier kater ader baru pei blog..jadi aku ngk ar..da kire da ar..the story ends dere..da ngk nak bt aper lagik kan~..

ifran's aka joe jokes sux..gets even more mepek by the day..and expect me to lyk skool wif him ard?i mean he is ok...but his jokes hv problems..ali's getting shorter..wat can i say?juz see it for urself..juz nw got MT oral..examiner nyer satu 'hang-nkao!'..lagi satu ksian..but overall it was ok i guess..i guess onie u noe..so if in the end,i do badly..remember...i said i guess...

i miss perak..i mean nt dat i wanna live dere or wat ar..but i miss the tyme dat i spent wif frens(joe which is shockingly funny during the trip)..it was so carefree u noe..sleep at 4 wen we need to wake up by by 7...and me playing ard wit the lites wen evrybody ignores me cuz dey are falling aslp and i cant..gotta admit..i am irritating..and i'm afraid of being alone in the dark..u noe hotels..alot of russell lee's book got stories abt haunted hotel..ni lagi perak..aper lagik..and the tyme dat we sneak out of hotel to go to the funfair nearby..and me saying to the cashier.."horror house"..wif my R karat...its ounded more lyk.."ho house.."..how farkhan's cap fall off his head wen my bumper car bump him..prolly dat was wat happen to his father..dats y nw botak..but i realise during dat trip dat i lyk my frens..nononok..eh!..no*..i luv dem..even joe's stupid jokes..

she's nice..i cant help it..fuck

"jgn dengar cakap dier..dier bebual pelat"--atha(bata)hu also talks in a funny way..bishan park 2003

2004-05-27T06:35:00.000-07:00

And now,for the kids,may i present..addafiq..

Aisey~!Mcm real ar..mcm miang kalo cubit diri sendiri nafsu naik gi2 sey..k.
Mid-yr's ok.Didnt failed any subj so i tink dats ok..But unlyk CA,i have only 2 distinctions dis tyme round..infact..my place for having 4 is already being replace..Ili Ili~..No doubt im jeles but nvm..lol..She's the ferst in class anw..me?i hv to come out 4th dis tyme ard..dat means dat its ok..

Mother tongue o level paper is on monday..and if dats nt cruel enuff, i hv 2 weeks of remedial for the june holidays..and i mean evryday.but of corz minus the days dat im goin off to perak lar..dun ask stupid questions k kids..where's ur mom?i relie need to tok to her..coz apparently she has an irritant for a child..k.

Remedial-ed holidays..here i come..

2004-05-20T03:34:00.000-07:00

In Your Hands

bound to this couch, i lie in waiting
watching wind blown memories slip by my window sill
i can't fall asleep, voice in my head disturbs me
waking nightmares keep, have my cries fallen on deaf ears
can you hear me or am i....

talking to myself again, is there anybody listening
are you taking this in, am i wasting my breath
tell me, is the wind in your sails worth everything you give
are you looking for something, forgiveness

i leave it up to you, i guess i'm better off removed
because the situtations growing too thick,
in your hands

could it have been something i said,
or was it something that i did
did i ruin my chance, have you written me off
tell me where did i cross the line,
and can i work my way back this time
will i always regret this decision
i leave it up to you,
i hope you find a good excuse because
i've given about all that i can give,
in your hands

are you taking this in, am i wasting my breath
did i ruin my chance, have you written me off

i could try to count the times that i've been through this in my mind,
but i'm running out of fingers and i don't have that much time

thrice

2004-05-18T01:26:00.000-07:00

Mid year is finally over..it seems relie long but to look back..it's been only 7 days..eh..long ar tu..lerr..i'm kinda happy dat exam's are over evendough its only mid yr..results are coming in 2 days tyme..it will be a clear indication whether will i be happy during the holidays or not...nxt 2 weeks i'll be sitting for mopther tongue o level..but lets leave dat till nxt week ar..
By now if mr shahril plan abt the perak trip wif the class i wont laff at him anymore..serious2...bcoz its drawing nearer oredy...ni dulu takder...january dier da da plannin bsar utk trip tu...kan klakar tu...cam kalo nak kluar bsok dier plan december..makao...abe tyme nak dekat tanak bual pooolak~~...da ar..nak tdo..
"wah shag ar shag"extracted from wee long

2004-05-10T01:25:00.000-07:00

Juz nw was maths n mother toungue..both was ok i guess..tmr dere's bio n social studies..arh wth..social studies n bio..bio bio...cikgu da lar joe rambot panjang..tapi takper ar..hensem gak per kire..

Ytd was mothers' day..i didnt get cto spend it wif my mom.but its not dat i didnt call her..i did..but i juz say,"Ma..mothers's day~"...even the sentence wasn't a proper one..lol..yes i hv an extreme level of ego..but i hope she noes dat the phonecall doesn't mean juz dat..bcoz she means alot to me..of corz..she's my mom..and the fact dat im always bein pamper by her..lol.she worked hard to get wat she deserved nw;a happy family..

Back in 1995, she will always come to skool evry wednesday without fail..it's once a week..20 minits a week..she always bring me lunch..and dat was almost one yr for me nt seeing my mom..bcoz mom n dad seperated in 1993,if i remember dat correctly..

I get to see her on weekends..alternate sunday n saturday in 1996..but dat was after some difficulty wif my dad bcoz my father did nt allow dat..Subsequently, i get to stay at her hse evry weekend...

She didnt earn alot..but she made evryweek significant and sumting for me to always look back to a good memory..I knew dat she's heading the rite path wen she got married again..may nt be ecnomically stable..but she's happy..

I didnt mourn over the fact dat my mom n dad split and i didnt feel any jelousy watsoever wen i see others goin out wif both deir mom n dad..bcoz i'm tankful dat i'm born her's..im grateful dat she's hu she is..she strived hard for her to be happy..and i did see dat progressing..she'll deserve evryting in the world wif her effort..wen i didnt get to see her, even for one week, i do miss her..but she dun noe coz im too eogistic to show or tell..

I'm ready to lose anything but nt her..well of corz wif some others lar..but its mothers' day rite~~~...she giv me all the love i noe..and i'm nobody w/o her.

Im happy dat im born as her son..one reason..
Bcoz i luv her

2004-05-06T03:55:00.000-07:00

My left sideburn is longer than the right one..no one wud notice dough but i mention it here..lol..the left one cud go into the ear but the right one barely touches the peripheral..of corz heads aren't symetrical but i juz find it..amusing maybe~..but nvm..i hate my hair..its nt even nice..but to tink again..since wen has it been nice?so erm..it's as unattractive as per normal..

I come online to see almost all of my contacts offline..and dose hu're online hd already graduated..obviously pple are putting deir faces 20cm away from the books and reading it..lol..but im still here..lol..1 subj is gone for nw..DNT..i relie hv zero interest in dat subj..

But my left sideburn is longer than the other..

Just finish watching hitler:the rise of evil..yes..my hse finally hv one of dose dvd player..consider me backward if u will but it relie isnt my fault...guess im lucky dat my dad got married to a woman, hu is nw my stepmother dat hv a dvd player..lol.. good job dad..

It doesnt look lyk a helmet(sori joe)..it doesnt look lyk batman's mask(sori farkhan)...
But one side of the sideburn is longer than the other..
Wat is it?

2004-05-02T01:08:00.000-07:00

juz got home from studying..wif hafiz and ali..Tired gak ar..but ali and hafiz still need to go tuition..rajin btol drg tu..compo n karangan paper's over..kinda worried bout my movie review dough..coz i guess i didnt elaborate the points enuff..but nvm ar..its over and done..limit2..compo lei cover kan..

at hme alone wif my maid now..the others went to my grandma's hse at johor to visit her..she's sick alrite..i noe she's not doin well so i wont say i hope she's fine..but stubbornly, she still wanna live dere alone..so we pple here cant do anitink much bt dat..but lyk nopt fair..dey get to ride in the mercedes..but im at hme..kan suay tu..

Finally the hse is quiet now..coz usually dere'll be dose cili padi kids running ard..stomping the floor disturbing the neighbours below..dats y lar wenever i go to skool if i say gd morning to the uncle below, he ignore onlie..siak tol..so we've been a bad neighbour indirctly for as long as i can remember..ksian drg..da lar tua..abe kene dgr poolak senda gurau nyer fairoz indra n fi'ah..life-shortening experience tol urh..skali the uncle tot im the one hu is jumping ard ehk~..sedey sak..

I cant wait for june holiday..i mean i noe the O's nt over yet..but hell..i juz wanna get away from skool for awhile..our teachers have been saying dat we're nt motivated enuff..but wif constant put-downs,its impossible for us not to be demoralise..i hate skool..

2004-04-28T03:58:00.000-07:00

Exam's around the corner..todays wednesday..friday i'll be sitting for compo n karangan..lol..its juz mid-yr though..but i still hope dat i can achieve the same results lyk i had on my progress report slip..4 distinctions? nvr achieve dat kinda results since sec 1..but my progress report proved i can do it..but i reckon mid-yr's gonna be a whole new story..i mean..not new ar..coz i've been doin the same since sec1..lol..pass maths..dats all i wan..

Last saturday went for audition..bata's not dere..played 3-piece..i sang..lol..and we got it..dunoe wat gig actually..later i ask cocai ar..den went home..to blajar...do hwk..den ard 8 went out to meet drg seme at city hall..abe mkn pat saner..dabes..abe pi simpang bedok utk ngk bola..by the tyme bola abes da pukol 12 gi2...abe naik kereta wan utk pergi changi..ader pit..den mkn..abe balek..sampai umah dekat kol 2..bpk aku bising tapi tak kesa ar..da mmg terbalek lambt..

WwEird now..coz im chatting wit adam now..and we're toking abt gerls..lol..
-weird factor number 1...frens n i nvr tok abt gerl or watever dey are feeling..i mean not in detail..coz gerls nvr an issue to us
-weird factor number 2...ots a bad topic to tok abt..lol..especially wit me..

Its relie not evryday dat u found sum1..u tok to her..and feel sumting..i dunoe bt others but i'm no gigolo going ard giving equal treatment to all grls dat i tok to..lol..unlyk summmm people..i met sum1..n for sure im nt feeling the same way towards others...i dunoe whether hav i lose(lose ke loss?) her or nt..but for sure im gonna stick ard..coz wat i see,i dun see in others..lol..k..kental..emo nyer..eee...

She's the only one hu noes wat it is to burn...lol

2004-04-23T04:49:00.000-07:00

Tank god its friday..ok i noe i hv skool tmr..but wth~..i dun care..skool finishes easrly on friday..so dats all dat matters..Haven put my hands on my sacred computer for almost a weeek~..so now..here i am..updating wen i'm using it..Juz nw went jamming..3-piece ar..of corz nt good ar..but nvm..enjoy ar bcoz most of the tyme lyk funny liddat..

Now now..hv to say sumting here..evendough the hse crowded..u noe wif all my new bros n sis..but i still feel lonely..lol.i noe its alil stupid but i dunoe..i juz feel dat way..dis must be bata's fault..i tink he've found a new home at the jungle over at tekong..lol..

ar k..i dunoe wat else to tok abt..speech day tmr...repoert 730..sedey siot

2004-04-15T04:46:00.000-07:00

My father got married last saturday..yea up til now it still feels weird to say dat.."my dad got married"..but its's nt sumting wrong or watever..juz..weird..and dat day i laff alot..it was the ferst tyme i see daddy marthas gets into dat kinda mood and attitude..the part wen he say his vows..lol..it was so loud..anw..left early from the big event.."it is?"---kinda i tink..went back hme..change..den it was cheeky monkeys wit bata zaza cocai n seri..it was fun besides the fact dat i dun do smoking..i dun do drinking n i danced to music dat i dun lyk..lol..but hu cares..it was funny by juz looking at cocai dancing..we were all obviously no dancers..esp me dat is..cuz of corz i dance funny..me+dance?..absolute no no..

but hell..all dat was 5 days ago..

Bata won't be coming home dis weekend..field trip or sumting liddat he said..nvm..makes no diff coz i gonna h to study throughout the weekends..i guess..u'll nvr noe wen mr.me will change his mind.

Gee..i realise now dat it's relie difficult to get over wif things..lol..yea..might appear sudden for me to say dis kinda stuff but yea..i can still feel the sudden crack of my heart which eventually falter dwn my insides dat even my rectum can feel it beating since weeks ago..shucks..how faggot-like of me..lol..

eh!..aper tu blkang ko?

2004-04-03T04:48:00.000-08:00

It was a perfect plot for the skool to burn my saturday away..wow..dey relie delay deir april's fool prank up til the 3rd day of april..ferstly dey make it on the afternoon..and gawd its so boring it caused me having heartaches..babi...den wen it all ended and evryone get to go home..my class..yea 4E5 hav to stay to pick up the litters lying ard..juz becoz most of us came late at the start of the day..and it all felt lyk a big joke..serious sak..kental..abe da angkat litter seme..drg offer air and say.."thnz for ur help 4e5"..btol sak kater tu mamat adam yg mcm kiter volunteer poolak...carik kebencian org siot ni mcm..but nvm..da lepas pon..

I dwnld buuterfly effect..and i watched it 2 times since...dat makes it 3 tymes altogether..and i haven get over dat movie..ferstly coz i realise amy smart look alil cute..yes..abit onie ar..and dat the movie was relie real nice..but too bad the one dat i dwnlded had one part cut off..dunoe y..but nvm..it doent make a difference..zaza let me hear hoobastank-the reason..n now i'm all hook-bastank on the song..nice u noe~..nice relie..serious..k ar...i noe ar u all hear the song long tyme ago oredy..no need to eksen rite...

I've found a reason to show~..a side of me u didnt noe~..a reason for all dat i do...and the reason is u~..

Kan sweet tu...

2004-04-01T03:06:00.000-08:00

I'll leave my room open till sunrise for you
I'll keep my eyes patiently focused on you
where are you now I can hear footsteps, I'm dreaming
and if you will, keep me from waking to believe this
Dis entire 4 days of skool hv been a drrraaaggg...u hear me?ouh yea u do..of corz u do..coz u're reading not listening..unless if u dun understand simple english bcoz u're stupid, den its a different story...dis week feels lyk dere's 4 extra days in it..and i still hv tmr to go thru..ey~...oooppss salah...dere's still saturday due to sports day..and its at 1.30 in the expectedly hot afternoon...wat a pain in the ass..burning my saturday away..book lar hari lain ke...aper ke..the person hu decides the timing deserve a kick at the groin..den wen he bend down in pain oredy, dey deserve a stunner..

I've juz arrive home from skool..well not exactly...reached hme at ard 6.20 but now, its 7..if u cant read the tyme as well, too bad coz u relie are stupid..k ar..actually i dunoe wat to update about today..but den lyk nutting to do kan~...so ini lar kerje dierr...

2004-03-27T02:03:00.000-08:00

Elo..my name is muhd addafiq..k lar k lar..bin marthas lar..k..in the morn juz nw, need to go to skool for a 1-hr letter writing dat any other day we can do..but, no no no..still hv to come on saturday and made me drag myself to the toilet juz as usual lyk any other skool day..den after dat, got speech day rehearsal...mr sharil and mr abdullah were tak senonoh...dey wear shoes w/o socks..consperm nanti biler balik drg bau kaki drg, drg akan angkat bendera putih in surrender..the rehearsal was a drrraagg...and the only thing dat im suppose to do is close nopen the curtain..actually easy job ar..but lyk sttoopid ar wen tink back..other pple oso can close the curtain..but nvm ar..dun care..ytd we got back our progress report slip..my results ok ar...all pass ar so ok ar..
Note to evryone: Addafiq is a polite boy and he has a pleasant personality
aisey..nvr tot janice choon sees me dat way..but nvm..dat means she tell oredy..so for now, i am Mr.Distinctions(name was given by adam)..*ehem*..but dun tink i can do the same for SA dough..but nvm..pleasant personality oi~~..kalo masok american idol n kalo le nyanyi consperm ble menang wif a couple of distinctions jooogak~..aisey..n lepas tu consperm camile velasco akan terpikat..
*stare at comp tinking of the day camile velasco will call me*..
*wakes up*
eh brb...got fonecall....
-_-" i...tot...it..was..camile...but no....no....its the most irritating boy the world could ever have...eleh~..dun eksen dunoe ar...u noe ar u noe~...da ar sedey ar....Mr.Distinction's gonna sing now..so shoo~
You know u're rite dun need to worry y..
A thousand stones remain unturned
In the wake of ur unquestioned answers
And truth covered lies..
k...da dkat...go!~

2004-03-20T05:52:00.000-08:00

Mcm siak kan~..kan kan..skrg kan da saturday kan~..monday da skola...siak urh..can cry u noe~..So fast siak..but nvm..no point toking bt it coz i cant do aniting to not make it happen..so nvm ar..Moreover, the holiday wasn't a waste coz i did something significant evryday..unlike somebody~..-_-"..met hafiz,asri,ali,adam husni at bedok to d study at the library..den play pool for awhile b4 going hme..adam play pool very good u noe~..luckily i didnt pay, if not i tink i waste money onie..so winner need to pay more ar for making the losers feel lyk..erm..losers..Ingat dam,lain kali kalo tanak bayar lebih, kasi aku menang....Now now..tuesday was short..wake up late..play computer..den after dat send indra to my mom's place..i cant stay bcoz hv skool nxt day..but instead of going hme..i stayed at luqman's place..for some reason i dun wanna go back to eunos dat nite..so erm..go luqman's hse ar..tank u cik linda(mak angkat)..lol for giving me $5 b4 going to skool..wednesday go to skool..tired ar bcoz at luqman's hse bkannyer aku tdo tol2..bual ngn si dektu sampai kol baper nta..den after skool i go back to eunos evendough i dun wanna over soommmeee reason~..but i juz go back home..bcoz i wanna sleep..so i sleep ar..sleep onie~..watch american idol..camile velasco was erm..wehhee!!..she's gorgeous..den aleh2 jek da thrusday...thursday go skool again...den go back to mother's place..yes..u guess it rite..to sleep..~wake up to watch american idol again..camile velasco was...weehee!!..gorgeous again..den after dat tok2 to my mother bcoz she cant sleep..she got alot of stories..den wen she sleep i oso sleep ar..esok pagi nyer skola lagik~~..after skola go prayers~..den go hme to change..go to town wif my bro to buy for my lil sister baju..jadi kiter jln lar pat zara juz to cari satu baju yg cute..my lil sister..she's a sweetheart..cyyuute u noe~..den i tink liddat onie ar..today saturday..juz nw jam..asphyxiated was nice..i guess~...so ok..i wanna play game nw..k..

2004-03-14T05:40:00.000-08:00

Butterfly Effect was great..It's the best movie i've watch since LOTR..seriously..it was good..bagos..best..syiok..and watever else lar yg akan memberitahu anda yg ia itu bagos~..watch ytd..wen we enter the theatre, ocai was dancing ard while looking for the seat..well basically, he was dancing infront of the entrance..den got this group of pple wen wanna enter saw cocai dance..den dey stand dere for awhile prolly waiting for him to stop dancing..den wen cocai realise he was being watched..he stop...u look at the guy's face..kan funny if he dance~....but serious ar..butterfly effect was good..u noe dis guy...(ashton kutcher) wen he was small, he often hv black out wen he feels stress..but apparently, he didnt black out as in felt into unconciousness, wen he black out, he was doin sumting only dat he cant remember aniting dat he's doin during dis blackouts...den he hv to write journals so as to improve his memory...den wen he big oredy~..blblabla..his gf commit suicide, he realise he can go back to his past to change the things dat mite save his gf...blabla..alot of tyme liddat one..den i tink dis "i'd do aniting for her to be happy even if it means nt knowing her" idea come to his mind..he go back to his past to the tyme wen dey ferst tok..he said something dat made the gf nt want to be fren wif him..so eventually wen he come back to the future, his gf dunoe him..kan sedey tu~..but best...ok..

2004-03-08T02:19:00.000-08:00

Wat we did on saturday..it was fun..but i'm tired

2004-03-07T06:47:00.000-08:00

The weekend seems lyk its been 5 days instead of only 2..it seems real long..hang ard wif my bro and his NS frens on friday night..didnt go home dat nite..his frens were cool..funny..i'm glad bt dat..coz prolly dey makes his NS life more 'happening'..witness a gang fight rite infront of my eyes..it kept me tinking..tinking on the lame reason dat dey fought over..so dis guy..from another grp..ask dis guy from another grp to go out..i mean we were inside dis place..den it started from dere..and the guy hu were asked to go out keep on repeating.."dier panggil gua klua sial!..per dier pikir aper?dier panggil gua klua sial~!"hahak..while being held back by his frens hu were trying to calm him down..its kinda funny in a way to tink dat if he was caught and was brought to the court ir watever..police staion or wat..den the police ask..."y u fite?he poushed u?..den the guy will say "no."..the police ask again.."he beat u up?"..den he'll say..."no."..the police will ask.."den?"..the guy will answer.."he call me go out."..ahhak..prolly wif the broken english also..ahahk..and dey are nt 18-19..i tink dey must be at leas 23-24..and i tot..siallar..want to bcome gangster until wen sia~...k den saturday morning..went to my mom's place..finally...den lyk..ard 5+..go out to meet cocai zaza seri all ar..and my bro oso...the whole group blanja atha satay at lau pa sat..hands down the service was bad..but i didnt relie mind coz we came to hv fun..and yes we did..wif atha ard..it was fun..we tok..joke..30 hrs away from ur house is long..yes..believe me..hahahak..prolly i'll put up the pics we took on saturday,...ar k.its raining..nak tdo

2004-03-04T23:45:00.000-08:00

Yes chicks~...u're right~..im here chicks~..aisey..cam real..k..its nw 15:39..i tink i reach hme at ard 15:13..serious..bcoz wen i reached hme the ferst thing dat i look upon is the watch on the scv cable..err..yar i tink dats wat it is..but evenso..i tink u noe wat im toking bt..i tried to sign in to msn..but..ni bende alar cam sial siket..aku nak sign in dier kater something wrong with the connection of internet..padehal takde..takper~..dier tipu aku~..lain hari aku tipu dier~~...ninja turtle da blek...eh..atha* abg aku da balek..smlm da balek ar actually..actually ar~...so nothing much happened today...tired..luckily tmr no skool..bes eh~..k..skrg aku boring..k..

2004-02-28T07:45:00.000-08:00

Started out slow but ended up great..ferst tyme take dis kinda pic..were lyk monkeys..

2004-02-28T07:42:00.000-08:00

Wrote lyrics for a new song..yea..nt sure bt the english though coz u guys noe hw bad my english is..wrote dis song last weekend actually..its abt...was tinking bt my bro..miss him..yes..but den i decided to call her..den evrything's fine..she amuses me..here goes..dun laff bt english..

Rock Concert Heroes- Asphyxiated

Looks like i hv to spend another night alone
A night alone at home
Nothing much to do
With nothing much at all
The way u make me smile
The way u lead my life so well
Got nothing much to do
I come to think bout u

You're the reason why i'm singing this song
Each moment wif u i'll treasure
Every beat of my heart fills more and more
Wif ur love tyme after tyme

I come to think bt the day we ferst met
Life had just begun
You took me by surprise
Felt the way i nvr did

& Nothing else matters
Coz now u're here wif me
All i need ard me is
Now nothing else matters
coz all dat i need is here
all i need ard me is u...

2004-02-27T01:38:00.000-08:00

Juz nw..i asked boboy.."boy~..sok nk klua boy?klua ar..aku boring ar dok umah sorang2.."...i tot wif the asking-for-sympathy tone he will buy wat i said and go out wif me..but.."tanak ar..bt per..aku malas ar..ko kalo nak klua...ajak org lain ar.."..kiwek..sedey siot...ajak org lain eh~~..den, he even spend the tyme brainstorming on hu to go out wit me tmr..lyk useless kan~~..if i wanna go out wif all the person dat he brainstormed, i cud hv ask dem oredy..but i asked him perr...sedey siot..dulu tyme aku tk boring..dok umah bes2..ader criter star wars main pat tv..mau ajak klua..ni tyme aku takde life..boring giler nak mampos..seme takmo klua..dis is very unfair~...unfair sia..boring u noe~...u noe or nt?u noe rite~..u noe the kind of boredom dat can make u cry one?ar..dats wat im feeling ar..
I tot i can go meet my bro tmr..he's having dis parent's day ar..dere's 2 tix..i tot i was going wif my dad..i was so happy..i cant wait for saturday to happen..but..but den rite..my dad's bringing along his fiance...not me..sedey eh~..my dad shud noe dat my bro wud wanna see me more dan anyone else..but naw~~..so..nvm ar..kp quiet onie ar..
Tmr indra go madrasa..won't be home until ptg2 liddat..my dad's going out tmr..so wat?im suppose to enjoy the day wif my maid?hw farn~~..fun eh~...cud it get any better dan dis?ish bes nyerr~~..nanti ble main card game 'old maid' ngn kak sumiyati aku~..e'eh..bes sey...fuck it..im leading a lame life..babee tol..boreeng u noe..k ar..sedey sak bual camnie..\/

2004-02-23T05:55:00.000-08:00

Camile Velasco from american idol is cute..weehee...she sang dat brian mcknight song so nice..den wen she sing her face cramp but cute,...weehee...i wanna go to hawaii~...woohoo...

"One Last Cry"

My shattered dreams and broken heart
Are mending on the shelf
I saw you holding hands
Standing close to someone else
Now I sit all alone
Wishing all my feelings was gone
I gave my best to you
Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

[Chorus:]
One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I gotta put you out of my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I guess I'm down to my last cry

Cry.....

I was here
You were there
Guess we never could agree
While the sun shines on you
I need some love to rain on me
Still I sit all alone
Wishing all my feelings was gone
Gotta get over you
Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

[Chorus:]
One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I goota put you out of my mind
For the very last time
Been living a lie
I guess I'm down, I guess I'm down
I guess I'm down...
I guess I'm down...
To my last cry...

2004-02-20T02:46:00.000-08:00

Tmr got science common test..just finish studying..dun tink i understand mole concept dat much..but..not relie ok ar actually..but nvm ar..juz say ok and hopefully the test turns out ok as well..juz nw..after prayers..tot wanna go hme straight..but saw rafiee and the frens all..so hang out wif dem for awhile ar...it was worth it bcoz rafiee blanjer me big mac u c..so..i hpe i bump into him more often at the railings ar..maner tau..lain kali dpt burger king poolak~..chet!..lebih2 poolak aku..
my hse's getting alil bit too quiet..usually i wud come home to see ath doing plainly nutting in the hse..and at nite, most of the tyme it will only be us three brothers ard in the hse..nw..dere's onli me and indra..it's too quiet, it's creepy..but aniwae, hope he's doin fine dwn at tekong..he called and say he had to wake up at 4.45 in the morning juz nw..kinda shock wen i heard dat..coz dwn here,he won't wake up until ard 11-12..indra's nt hme yet..i'm alone at hme wif my maid..u bet it's boring..it's weird as it had nt been long since ath went to ns..but i miss him..yes i do..eventhough he's bald nw..ahhahak..ok..
she sends butterflies to my stomach..upon seeing her,i'm already full..so gorgeous,it mesmerises me..pple won't expect her to be sumone funny..but she is..her *waves* or smile or "hello" makes my day oredy..the only gerl besides my mom i cud reflect myself upon..almost lyk luqman..err..yarr..for the fact dat i cud tok my mind out to her..dis feeling does nt fade away..infact i'm more and more goo goo gaa gaa bout her tyme after tyme..
till nxt tyme...tc

2004-02-16T02:47:00.000-08:00

juz reach hme from skool..today dere's quite a number of hwk..and i still hv to re-do part of my dnt folio..i spit on dat subject..i hate it..i hate the stuffy,dusty,dark dnt workplace..but..nvm..juz do wat im suppose to..but seriously..evrytyme i get into dat room..i feel soo uncomfortable,thirsty..sleepy..but nvm ar..so erm..ytd..moulin rouge was..good..it was very sad..the story is relie sad..y must it hav a sad ending?iy makes me lyk..nt satisfied liddat..common lar kan~~...the guy desrves to be happy..but no..she hv to go away..and at dat kinda tyme..serious ar..hu ever finds dat movie stoopid must hv nt paid enuff attention or hv not enuff emotions...so erm..gonna go do my hwk..

2004-02-15T00:10:00.000-08:00

came by dis nickname in the msn juz nw..'to all muslims celebrating v.day,u are org kafir.."..err..is dat wat u call it?i mean errm..he hv guts to u noe diss pple celebrating v.day but too bad his knowledge aren't equivalent wif those guts..as a muslim,u calling another muslin org kafir evendough jokingly is already wrong..so is dat wat he rellie calls it?muslims celebrating v.day celbrates it blindly..i mean it's nt lyk as if dey believe in st.valentine or sumting..its nt lyk as if celebrating it symbolises sum kind of a prayer to christian;s god or wat~..i mean most of the muslims celebrate the day juz to fucking tell sumone dat he/she luvs her/him...yar yar u can do dat evryday..but isnt it lyk abit kinda funny if suddenly..out of the bloody blue u giv sumone bunch of rose n a card saying nice stuff..yarr surpirises are sweet sumtymes but if u giv it on v.day..i mean its lyk an official day~..duh~..'its nt evryday u could tell sumone hw much dey mean to u' so..some muslims take v.day to tell..kalo case slalu ko blg org yg dier special..kaozz..if dat happens to me..i'll wake up one day telling the person,"wat the fuck are u tinking saying dat i mean alot to u all the tyme?"..relie..n screw u..if u say muslims celebrate v.day is org kafir..ur toking abt my mom oso..i called her early in the morining juz to tell her hw much i luv her..n she responded..screw u shallow pple..celebrating v.day doesnt makes u a kafir..ur nt praying to christian's god or sumting..i clebrate it coz i took the tyme off my bloody shy attitude juz to tell pple dat dey are special..kaozz..kalo aku blg hari lain..maloo sak..so i make v.day a reason assholes...kirekan kalo celbrate jadi kafir..singapore sikit jer ar org islam skrg?kiwak pe bodo..So err..haven got enuff slp lately..friday nite went to ngee ann poly to catch the movie marathon..it starts at 8..but er...i was late..reached at ard 930 liddat..dey were playin 'stir of echoes' wen i reached...den i was ar..watch punyer watch punyer watch...had to tolerate wif seri's shockingly loud screams...her scream put up more suspense than the movie itself..but 'stir of echoes' watch nice..reallie it was...after dat..went to hv supper at al-ameen coffee shop..den come back to the theatre..den got dis stoopid movie..yes..it was rellie stoopid..believe me..'strictly ballroom'...keeewak..criter dier psl org competition menari tango kalah..abe nk menang balek..kaozz...serious sak..abe kene ngk ar drg joget tu seme..abe lepas tu ader 'meet the parents'..criter diuer pon gerek gak ar..den after dat show,it was already at ard 5...so hv to go to the toilet..bathe ar..mandi cowboy..went to skool to take the DNT common test..den went home..17 hours outside was long enuff...i slept...den ath woke me up at ard 3 saying dat he'll be going out ferst n told me to join him and the ohers later...i was in a daze..so i didnt respond n sleep back..at 4+ i woke up..yes..on my own for the ferst tyme...prolly...wen i woke up..i tot.."now now..i didnt noe dat today dey wanna go out..again"..i was lazy to go out actually..but hell it was the last weekend wif my bro since he's going away dis thursday..so..juz go meet dem ar..wen on my way..yos call saying.."faster can or nt?"...i say."ok"...im late..again..sori ar..i cant help it..relie..upon reaching town, called my bro..den we dun wanna meet the others ferst..wanna walk ard ferst we tot.."check out chicks"he said...aisey..den we walk ard ar..walk2 onli..the heart shape balloon was irritating...wen walking past the pple carryin it,dere's a high chance of being hit on the face by the balloons...at it hit me..2 tymes..back to back..den after walk2..we go meet the others ar..sat down..lazying ard..tok2..take pictures..bla bla..walk ard again...cracking up jokes..den ok..go home..it was fun..the weekend i mean..evendough tiring..had enuff fun..hitting the books nw..chiaos

2004-02-09T02:22:00.000-08:00

Met boboy after skool today..juz to hv lunch wif him..ate at BK..den he called seri to say dsat he wanna go watch the movie marathon dis friday~..dis is prolly the last weekend dat my brudder;s hair will be ard..ahahk..ish ish...cant wait to see him wen he's bald..ish..lagi baper hari jek dier akan pergi ke NS..the good thing is, i hv the whole bed to toss ard at nite..but err..the bad thing is..sayer ni scaredy cat..so i dun tink i can toss ard coz i will be scared..jadi terpakse lar tdoo teros utk menghilang kan raser takoot...ish ish..abe nanti kalo dier gi NS aku nak joke ard ngn saper pat umah?takkan lar indra?dier tu bacer jer jokebook,tapi tak apply to daily life...yes..dier mmg tk klakar..abe takkan aku nk bermanja manja ngn maid aku..ish..salah fhm poolak org nanti..i can still recall..the tyme wen i n atha walk ard town..den suddenly we saw dis huge guy...very muscular poolak tu~...den wen atha saw dat..he said in deep voice.."i eat bald eagle~"..ahhak..waduh2~..klakar..still can laff evendough long tyme ago oredy~..den dat tyme,we were making fun of pple...wen pple walk,we sing song as if soundtrack for the person hu is walking infront of us...den suddenly,shuhadah walked pass..we stay quiet..den suddenly my brudder say.."wow~..."..with an asshole voice..waduh2..takle thn lagi..tapiu nanti dier da blah gi tekong..aku nk bt klakar ngn saper?..k application forms to be my joke partner is available..check ur local listings..tapi takperr..limit2 he wont change alot..except for prolly the way he looks wen he's bald...sedangkan dier gunting ramoot pendek aku kaco dier..aper lagi kalo dier botak~..so dis friday prolly go movie marathon..got 8 movies ke per ar..back to back..from 8-8..but den i got skool the nxt day..so leave early ar...ar k ar...k

2004-02-03T05:58:00.000-08:00

While im writin dis..bata is sitting beside me..so cannot tok abt expilicit stuff dat happen juz nw...he called me stingray..and i will ask him to cut off my tail one of these days..dat will at least prolly one of the ;last thing dat he will do wif me b4 going to NS..
he cut his hair..funny..lyk armani lyk dat..i tell him ok..but inside my heart..im alwys laffing at the sight of him..but he tell me juz nw alot of gerls smile at him...i relie forced my self to believe it bcoz believe me,it is relie funny...dis is wat happen wen in another 2 weeks or so..u got to answer the call of the nation...syndrome aper nta....hahak..k..tk lamer lagi aku kene pukol

2004-01-21T03:11:00.000-08:00

SO~...Kinda having a long day today..which is wednesday..err..the eve of chinese new yr...coz usually skool ends at 4 den its lyk already too late for me to do aniting significant for the day..but today,skool ends at 1020..So i did a hell lot of rounding2...bcoz..cocai borrowed his father's fren's car..yea..ok i get it rite i hope..so err..after skool,all the others went to bedok to play soccer..yer.tgh2 hari panas terik drg main bola..but i walked the other way..towards TM dat is..Waited outside cheers..den,a car with a couple of bird's shit on top of it arrived..out of the blue!..a guy wif a smiling face shouted from inside the car.."eh!..sini lar eh!.."..yes..u get it rite...its my brother..lyk hu else will do dat..i meanm..got ar..but..he did it in a funny kinda way..a way dat by the looks of his face u can noe dat nxt month..he will go NS..lol..ahhahahak..siak siak..den go to cocai's hse..den me and my bro main tu PS2 pat umah dier..main winning eleven nyer game..skali kan..da extra tyme seme..kiter mase draw tau..abe bata kater.."k ar pit..saper kalah suker nuradilah khatoon dari skola ko ar pit"...den i cant stop laffing..abe dier mase ble add lagi ni!.."aku nak main btol2 ar..sbb aku tak suker nuradilah khatoon.."...hahahak..skali kan..rite after dier kater gi2..aku score..ahhahahak..jadi abg aku menang ar the losing price of nuradilah khatoon..aku rase dier mmg sengajer ar kalah..ahhahahak..den after dat..we go to simpang bedok to lepak2 and hv tea..afternoon tea dat is...and yes..not to forget..we went dere..by car..ahahahk..weehee..dat means,dis saturday..i wont be worrying abt meeting dem late..coz..i can tompang cocai!..woohoo!...den after dat all..i went home..reacdhed hme at ard 3+..wah..usually after skool if i go lepak2..reached hme at 7..but NO~~~...today is different~~~..abe korang tau aper?tau tak?tak tau blg..takmo eksen pandai padehal bodo~~...drg karaoke sak..waduh2~..bt bising..aku nyer jantong serrram jek kalo2 org yg tinggal berdekatan ngn kiter complain...abe da lepas drg balek..aku bacer larr buku Social Studies aku...and abes kan folio aku~~~...and after all dat...skrg baru kol 8...wah..mcm lamer gi2 ar..weehee!...dari itu..sayer nak menegaskan disini bahawa hari ini..kami semua tahu yg abg atha aku..suker kan nuradilah khatoon~~...ahahhak..waduh2~~kekek ar tu part..fall for his own prank once again ar kan kater org tu~...So drg seme kater friday nak gi east coast..ngn seri...zaza...cocai..rab...suhayl..yos..boboy...and nta saper lagi ar nak gi blading...aku ni malas orgnyer nak main rollerblade ke..basikal ke..aper2 ar...lain ar kalo cuaca tak panas..tapi aku tak tau asl ar kn~...aku nak pergi ikot drg ar..tapi aku nak pakai aku nyer kick scooter..nta aper naseb aku ni..nta2 kene tinggal dek drg..padehal ader kereta bkan nak pakai...nak rollerblade jgak ni!..u c how stubborn can pple be..u c?u c or nt?if u say u can see..den wat number is this..\ /?3?u wrong larr...u cannot see u liar2 pants on fire u...k ar..nak go~!.."here i go...so dishonestly..leav a nnnnnoooot....."(konon2 nga fade out ar)...toooott..

2004-01-18T01:36:00.000-08:00

Skali skala ni aku update..aku hrp korang seme berterima kasih la iyerr~~..hrp korang mase mau bace lar kan~..takkan lar korang mau luperkan abg dapit korang ni~...bkan org lain lagi~.abg dapit ni har~..nari hari sunday..baru abes blaja social studies..walopon da bacer aku mase tak fhm ar ceriter yg drg nak blg aku pat dlm bookoo tu...tapi takper ar..limit2 nanti aku bacer for second tyme da fhm ar criter karot psl ni education spore n switzerland..aper nta..tu pon mau blg kter..eksen sak ni bdk spore~..So smlm....klua..pagi ader skola..abes kol 830..mcm bodo dtg skola 1 jam utk bt compo jek..abe balek sampai umah kol 10 gi2...aku tdo..bgn kol 1..da mcm a new day da~...abe kol 1 klua~~...aku gi karachi dulu ar..tunggu si another one month da NS men boy;bata...seriously ar..aku rase dier terlalu byk ikot falsafah "slow and steady win the race"...da mcm sengajer nak cari kebencian org sak..aku turon kol 130..dier kater kol 2 dier sampai...skali nak kat kol 3 sak baru dier dtg ngn bajoo dier yg kecik~...tapi takoper ar..slaluneyr aku pon lambt..jadi kau maafkan dier dgn rela hati ar..abe aku ngn dier gi jln2 pat millennia walk dulu walopon cocai da sampai pat PS...abe tyme jln2..aku suggest kpd bata.."jom kiter masok kedai springfield tu jom"..sbb aku nampak dier letak ader sale~...skali btol ar~..sale giler babz nyer..baju kalo tak $53...dier bagi $13..kaozz...troz bata n aku chip in duit mcm org kayer beli bajoo tu..walopon aku masok sikit jer..jadilar kan kater org tu~..makne aku da ader baju baru~~..pastu jumper wan to pass dier nyer gitar tong~..abe jumepr cocai at last nak kat kol 7...kiter lambt lagi..pastu ngk JamX...pastu mlm gi umah kay sbb mak dier nyer bday..abe tyme dtg..am kdier blg bata..."ni party cik bt sampai pagi tau"...pastu aku terluper yg aku ni sarcastic..aku gi ckp.."sampai besok eh~~..kol 12 nanti da hari lain da"....naseb cik tu bt bodo tanda2 dier task dgr atau malas nak lyn...k da..aku da malas mau criter..

2004-01-09T03:04:00.000-08:00

K nari aku good mood jadi aku update ar..tapi bukan bermakne aku tiap2 hari bad mood sbbtu aku tak update tau..malas ar biaserr~~..cam tak tau gi2..aku rase walopon aku lambt utk 9 hari..tapi aku tak kesa..jadi aku nak kater jer ar happy new yr kepade seme org..2003 da takde..aku dis yr da nak 16..abg aku tu yg nampak cam 16 tu da nak masok 20..surat NS pon finally da dtg..nta2 NS nak antar tu surat pon lambt sbb ksian kan dier..krg bkannyer tak tau kalo dier botak hu's the ferst one to laff..aku ar abe~~..aku rase psl tu ar abg aku tanak botak..sbb dier tau aku akan ketawe..kalo tak kuat2 pon dlm hati ar..."Dapit aku botak ok tak?".."ok ar..cute(tapi dlm hati kaoz..da mcm tuhan ciner kurus)"....Kirekan pikir2 blek byk jgak bende yg jadi last yr eh~..cam bes gi2..k ar..tadi aku skola..biaser ar..nak ckp aper lagik sal skola?takde paper..gi skola,blaja abe balek..da..tu jek..takkan tu pon korang expect aku nak type jgak~...tapi aku ader one thing to tok abt ar..korang nak tau aper?si bdk Joe tu..ar..ifran aka joe tu..kaozz..da makin boyak sak...serious sak..aku rase kalo letak dier pat air..dier ble float sak..serious sak..tyme tu..PE amek height and weight ar..dier kater..."aku rase aku da naik ar..either 94-96 ar aku nyer weight.."..skali btol ar dier naik...tapi buklan 96 tau~..HUANGENGKAO!!..101kg siak itu perot~...kaozz...2 tymes of aku sak..da mcm Mr.Bombastic sak...dier kater..tyme holiday dier mkn byk..kaozz...serious sak..seluar skola pon aku ngk da cam 50-50 sak.ble koyak anytime sak..dier pei ketat...kaozz...kalo bantat good one takper sak mau pakai ketat2~..ni fat ass mau pakai ketat2~...tapi bkan paer ar..aku rase kalo any bigger,sluar dier kene jahiot sendiri ar..haiz...nvm joe..u're still cute..try hard to eat less ar joe..tapi aku rase ko kalo tak mkn for 10 days..ko geram sgt ko ble mkn aku sak..

2003-12-30T05:30:00.000-08:00

Holraite bebeh~..aku ni baru balek dari marina square..kiter seme lek2 pat pacific coffe tu..dier punyer walnut choc ke aper nta sdap tau~..so actually tadi bgn kol 230..jumper drg pat town kol 3..tak sadar ar sey~...so terpakse ar join drg lambt kol 5 lebih gi2..bukan aper..takkan nak mandi cowboy..abe dudok2 jek ar..bt klakar..ketawe2..seme ar..seme ar~..actually aku tak tau ar aper nak bual..sbbtu mepek..sbbtu aku rase blog ni cam no use anymore..hmm..alar..lain hari jek ar..skrg aku ngntok ar..penat...mater satu merah satu putih cam bendera indonesia

2003-12-21T06:08:00.000-08:00

Cam cam~?aku update lagik ar eh~...actually takde keje jugak ar sbb tu mau update kalo tak jgn hrp ar mau update..gi haram ar ngn ni blog..cey~..cam garang gi2 ehk~..style ar style~...so aku criter kan korang ar eh psl aper terjadi smlm iaitu saturday dan hari ini iaitu sunday..kalo korang tak tau aper saturday and sunday makne kurang didikan dirumah~..smlm aku bgn kol 1..actually mau jam kol 1..tapi bgn da kol 1..mcm maner tu?camne lagi~>.lambt ar jwpnyer~so jumper drg sumer~..abe boboy syadie fadhil yos lagi saper nta pon ader ngk kiter jam~...abe lepas tu jln pat TM...abe kan ab~~~..ader 3 pompan gemok pendek ni ar..agak2 mase kecik ar...pri 5 ke 6 gi2...mgkin bawah da gatal sikit je eh~..dier mintak fadhil kenal~..kaozz..aku ketawe ar sak~..takle thn..nta asl ar..tapi maybe bcoz of drg nyer bantot ar..bukan bontot ar!!!bantot~..bantot tu makne pendek ar...abe fadhil takot sbb drg asek ikot kiter jek dari blakang~~...fadhil latri sak sampai interchange..ahahak..abe ternampak nadirah bdk sec1 skola aku..since dier knal abg aku..aku ajak dier join kiter skali ar..abe kiter dok starbucks~..lek2~...sejok sak~~...aku pakai tebal pon sejok...abe tadi takde byk terjadi..gi open hse kwn bpk aku jek~..boring gak ar...k ar..aku mau klua jap ar beli mkn~...umah masak karot siket ar...da ar da ar..doa2 hari laian aku takde keje ar jadi aku update lagik~

2003-12-19T05:30:00.000-08:00

"Finally!!The Rock has come back to blogging~"..urh..dere's 2 'not rellie" in dat sentence..1.obviously im not the rock..dok bdn kering beb~..the rock kebabai~..2.i dunoe if i'm rellie back or dis is just bcoz of me being bored at da moment..so k..hmm..last updated november 20..Almost a month bebeh~...yessah~..cam rindu tak korang pade aku?ckp btol2~...btol?btol ke ni?alar awk ni~...i haven relie been updated coz i guess since da last one month..i've been having fun..relie~..going out wif my frens and all dat..even wen im at home using da comp,i cant find a good reason to stop da fun dat i'm doing juz to update..heh~..so 1 month of fasting(in blogging i mean)was good..so yea i've been good..great~...now now now..sayer muhd addafiq ingin mengucapkan terimer kaseh kpd sesaper yg hadir utk gig sayer pat bishan park "jammers on da green"..yg tak dtg tu takper..nxt tyme mebbe korang dpt lar terimer kaseh dari aku~...now i dunoe wat to tok abt..i mean i hv alot to tok abt ar actully~...tapi byk sgt beb~..malas ar tu~~...fhm2 jek ar...takkan mau write sak byk2..ni blog bukan novel ke..aper ke~...but err da latest significant incident was on wednesday...it was zaza's bday ar...we surprise her or sumting..actually on tuesday dunoe yet wat to do..i asked cocai(matair dier ar tu~) wan to go where sbb takkan lar tanak klua ngn zaza sak~..cian dier bday dier...den dat day cocai pon blom tau~...den bt bodo ar..abe esok nyer pagi2 lagi cocai sms kater be at garlic retaurant pat esplanade by 6..coz wanna surprise zaza...so biler zaza sms aku ajak gi umah dier aku tak sms balek ar juz to sakitkan hati dier..hahahak..i tink only 3 pple yg selenge siket reply to dat..so kiter seme gi garlic restaurant siang ar..aku belikkan zaza sweater ar..share ngn seri ngn bata~...ko tau!..garlic restaurant pe kopi 4.40 beb~...aku beli banana split dier 5 dol beb~ mahal/..abe tyme zaza dtg dier nangis sbb dier suprise~...nangis~...da tu jer...esk2 kalo rajin aku update ar...btw aku da letak gambar lagi pat gallerry~

2003-11-20T07:24:00.000-08:00

I've no idea wat to write..heh..but dun care ar..to hell..juz write..K..i was tinking how to actually start dis entry..but i realize i start oredy..heh..k ar..belo ar..semarang ar..sayer nga pnat sey skrg..penat+sakit+no mood=nta ar..aku maths fail..so i dunoe wat dat all adds up to..tmr last day of da whole SPA thing..so ok ar..happy ar..ble tido..tapi kalo tido jer cam mepek kan..so..nxt tyme ble bual ar kalo aku da boring asek pat umah jer..limit2 klua ar..tapi klua pon takkan all da tyme..aku kan homeboy..klua siket jer nanti rindu umah aku..tapi semarang ar ni lain kali nyer entry ble ceriter kan..lagik 4 hari da hari raya..nanti monday kene balek kampong aku..kalo korang seme mau tau kampong aku patne..meh aku jwpkan~>.kampong aku pat Pontian...aku gi monday..balek on 1st day jgak ar..sbb esoknyer tak sala bapak aku da kerja..nanti pat kampong ader nenek aku~..aku rindu dier ar..tapi secret ar..tanak blg dier..malu...aku ni pemalu org nyerr...korang seme maner tau..dlm otak korang seme pikirkan aku ni bdk tak tau malu..tapi aku ni pemalu..korang tau tak?tak tau meh aku blg...aku ni pemalu..k korang seme da tau...da ar..mau mkn lagik..nanti nxt tyme biler aku tau aper mau bual baru aku update ar..kalo tak bual mepek camni tak lamer lagik takde org mau bace aku nyer blog sey..k..

2003-11-17T21:02:00.000-08:00

"Dinginnya angin..malam ini.menyapar tubuhku~"..Exist beb~..actually aku not listenong to dat song skrg..tapi aku tak tau camne nak start dis entry so aku write jer ar lyrics lagu exist...nta btol ke tak aku main hentam jerr...lagu dier sdap eh~~..heh..tapi last part dier spoil siket ar..asl dier mesti "Aah~ aah~"..lamer2 sak..kalo madam ho dgr madam ho kater "redundant" sak...nak "Aah~ahh~"..pon menten ar kan~...jgn sampai get too carried away..aper nak jadi..nari tuesday bbkan monday..aku ni baru jgak balek dari skola ar..actually tak baru balek ar..da bareng..da gi toilet seme baru aku main computer ar...aku balek jer umah,nampak abg aku ngn seri nga ngk TV...ader ke patot criter "musang berjanggot"..tak sala ar drg tgk kan~~..tapi kalo korang mau tau..abg aku da ngk criter tu agak2 dlm 3 kali sak starting from last saturday...ke friday~...dier kire da takde life tau dierr..jadi korang ksian kan larr dier..iler surat NS dier mau sampai pon aku tak tau..takkan dier mau dok umah layankan criter P Ramlee jer sak..aku da letakkan tagboard pat adam nyer blog ar..after so many weeks of dier suroh baru smlm aku buatkan dierr..jadi korang kalo takde keje,gi lar pat dier nyer blog,tag larr..layankan lar bdk suarr tu..aku rase da byk dosa da aku buat dlm entry ni ar..tak abes2 mau ngumpat sal org..tapi ni kire ngumpat ke?limit2 nanti adam ngn abg aku bace jgak~...kire tak ngumpat ar~~..kire mase tak dosa ar..limit2 dapat pahala sbb aku open up da truth~~...haizz..boring ar eh~~..korang boring tak?k...tak jwp~...layanan mesra...handfone aku tak bunyi pon sak..takde org msg~..aku tau ar bagos sbb save bill~..aku hrp bsok mlm hp da start ar bunyi2 lagi..haizz..boring ar takde org layan aku..k la..aku admit..rindu beb~...aku hrp sok dier balek dier sms ar kan~~..jadi tak boring~...k..skrg aku mau msg si bdk Dan nak blg dier yg mlm ni jam~...

2003-11-16T22:06:00.000-08:00

K..nari hari monday bkan suday..blog aku mmg suker tipu org ar..baru bangon...kol 2 eh~~..tidakku sangka sak...nari tak skola~..take advantage ar..esok da la skola~..ader bio prac..so takle bgn lambt~..nari je lar hari yg ble aku mempergunakan..tapi nari cam boring ar..tak bt aper2..da la smlm man,mish,kadey ngn zul overnite tak ajak aku~..aku call drg kol 12 baru drg tanyr aku ble tak..da nampak sgt kalo camtu takle~..ishish..tapi takper ar..baru overnite jer~..i've got absolutely nothing to tok abt..i'm losing my touch ar..for toking rubbish in my blog..cam da luper gi2 camner nak bual mepek cam dulu lagik..ishish..takper~..nanti tyme aku get my freak on~..baru works ar aku nyer mepek..haizz..so..today is 17..tmr is 18 of november..18 of november kalo adek2 seme nak tau hari aper..meh abg dapit korang bilang..18 november b'day mama aku~...yer..mak aku..18 november pon b'day seri..seri='aku rase' matair abg aku..aku rase jer sbb kdg2 drg kater kwn..dulu matair..aleh2 dat tyme kwn..aleh2 jer aku nampak drg da cam matair balek..aku ni maner tau~~...tapi abg aku mmg terrer ar eh~..amek pompan yg b'day samer ngn mama aku..bagos..pandai kepala otak dier nanti tyme 18 of november abes duit kocek dier belikkan dua2 present..tu pon aku tak tau ar whether dier ader belikkan present ke tak..k..seblom abg aku tumbok aku from da left hand corner lebih baik aku bual psl bende lain..tapi takde bende lain yg ble dibicarakan ar...mari kiter selidik..*nga cari bende nak bual*..takde ar...serious..
actually skrg aku nga lapar tau..posa~~..yer aku posa~..ish..nari tol2 boring ar..tanyr cocai ader plan tak..dier kater takde~~..esok mlm baru drg nak jam..ish..actualy aku takde duit nak jam..tapi semarang ar...limit2 nanti drg cover2 kan aku ke~~...aku nak cari org ar yg ble lek2 ngn aku sampai waktu buker..kalo tak nanti boring2 terok ar camni~~...k ar k ar k ar k ar..

2003-11-16T06:02:00.000-08:00

In the distance, I hear a weeping of a widow.
Can't see her but why do I feel her pain?
In my sleep, I dreamnt of a dying dove.
It is not real, but why do I shed a tear?
I see but not a face, listen but not a voice, feel but not a heartbeat.
Yet, her presence lingers near me.
She is not here, but why do i feel her warmth?
orrait..topic today is my weekend~~...dis tyme weekend kinda boring..except for starting2 part only..bes..of corz ar..went to meet her..always as beautiful..ish..miang ar aku...k start pat saturday ar eh~~...saturday aku bgn dikejotkan oleh sms dari dia..tu dlm kol 10 nak dkat 11 gi2 ar..dier ajak main basketball..siak..aku tak tau main beb~...so tanak ar..den actually suppose to meet her and her fren pat small mac kol 1230..teman kan dier ngn kwn dier ar..kene beli drg nyer bende yg drg takde utk drg nyer camp ar..tapi err..cam biaser..as usual u noe~~..u noe~~..i'm late..half hour late..dis tyme aku tol2 tak sengajer sak..da klua umah siang pon mase sampai lambt..ish..den i ask dem to carry on den i join dem alil late..den wen i reach..she sms..drg ader pat TM nyer basement..guardian beb~...aku pon gi lar menuju ke guardian..ish..evrytyme i see her..perot cam kecot gi2 sak..hahak..she gets on getting sweeter,more beautiful or watever ar u wanna say evrytyme i see her..ishish..so we walk get her stuff..den biler da dpt seme dier mau gi skola..main basketball beb~..so aku jln ngn dier ar..we tok2..tok nyer tok nyer tok..da sampai pon skola.."tke cre"..dier kater.."u too"..aku kater..abe dier pon jln..aku pon jln..abe jumper abg aku ngn seri pat city hall..nak gi beli seri nyer kasot raya plak..kasot dier tumit tinggi sak..kalo aku pakai jatoh maybe tak sempat raya sak..kene mintak maaf mak bpk aku beforehand sak..abe da tu..gi esplanade nyer library..jumper cocai..den kiter seme gi jln sultan utk buka pat kedai namer "hjh maimunah"...pat saner hafiz,khairul,kay,wan seme ader ar..sdap ar mknan pat saner..kes nasi campor nyer ar..lauk byk sak..aku mkn byk jgak ar..walopon pade org lain cam siket..ish..da abes buker kiter seme gi boat quay nyer coffee bean ar.sit ard jer..dudok2..chill2..sampai kol 1030 gi2..troz jln balek..nari plak hari sunday..takde aper2 yg bes happen ar..dok umah jer tido lyn kan hujan..bes gak ar sbb tido puas ar..da tu jher aku bt tyme weekend ni..boring eh~~..aku da bgl..except for starting2 part..haizz..she's so wise..so mature..always noe how to deal wif stuffs..*dreaming*..."hoi!"atha mekik..*terbangon dari dream*...

2003-11-13T23:06:00.000-08:00

I got to tell you that he waited all his life
For someone like you to come make the wrong things right
I know he didn't have the answers all the time
But you can't tell me that you've never told a lie
Aku ni nga update ar...tapi tak ikhlas..sbb actually malas..tapi nga btol2 takde keje mau bt..sini larr tempat aku ngadu naseb..cey...k..skrg nga malas,ngntok,lapar ngn penat...aku tkle tido skrg..sbb lagi baper jam gi2 mau klua..kalo aku tido skrg aku rase tak bgn ar..smlm ader sumting happen ar..ader org ni kater sumting poat aku ar..yg spatotnyer aku jwp balek ar..cam mara ke pat dier..tapi aku terperanjat beb~..aku diam jek ar..tak ckp aper2 balek..abe tyme aku blg kwn aku ni ar..aku rase dier pikirkan aku kedi ar..sbb yg ckp bende tu pat aku pon pompan..tapi aku tak jwp balek ke mara dier ke..tapi aku terpranjat beb..serious sak..maner aku ble expect dier kater tu mcm pat aku..tapi pompan tu tadi da call..aku blg dier jgn call aku lagik..aku rase kwn aku mara ar pat aku..ke disappointed ke..sbb aku tak react da rite way..tapi aku terpranjat ar..serious..aku bkan kedi sak..tapi org tua da bsar pon perna terpranjat~..abg aku pon prna terpranjat~..jadi skrg aku malas ar actually mau type lagik..tapi aku type jer ar...ish..da ar..skrg aku seriously tak tau aper nak bual;..jadi terpakse ar aku stop..sori ar..nowadays takde criter ar swey~~

2003-11-12T06:56:00.000-08:00

i hate sum1 for doin wat she did to me..heh..sheesh..it has gone by almost 2 months ago but im still mad..heh..silly..yea..i am..so imma stop typing now coz i dun wanna get even more sick of it..dough i tot i found sum1 new now(ceydeh nari jiwang beb~),she often experience da same bcoz she hv bad past too..so i dun relie fel hurt to da fact dat she haven move on..mellow beb~..asl lar teringt sal bende lamer..aku ni sensitif new age guy..abe otak aku bastard ni gi ingtkan dulu nyer hal~...babi btol~..heh...but as long as insecurity is present between both of us..tings will stay da way it is now..how i hpe she move on fast..but she's a gerl(mesti ar..aku bkan gay beb~)..so its different(she said)..so tmr will be a better day for u to read my blog bcoz today i suck..peace

2003-11-08T13:50:00.000-08:00

Why can't u see
Thru my heart?
Why can't u see
What's going on my mind?
hari ni hari sunday bkan sunday..aku malas mau tukarr..Ni seme abg aku nyer psl ar bt aku steam ngn ni lagu..saper ajar dier write camni agaknyer eh..K..skrg kol 2..tadi pagi gi madrasa balek kol 1+ gi2 ar..juz had da longest weekend..ahahak.rase cam lamer gi2 sak ni 2 hari..haritu friday lepas jln2 pat geylang seme ngn zaza cocai seri abg aku boboy seme ar...lepas tu gi jumper luqman,khairuddin,zulsetan ngn mish..kiter dudok2..abe kalo tak mau gi ngk wayang sak..criter wishing stairs..tapi takde..so tak jadi ar..abve lepas tu gi sahur ngn luqman ngn khairuddin biler mish ngn zul da balek..sahur roti prata beb..abe lepas tu lyn kan criter2 khairruddin pat playgrd blakang umah luqman...abe da boring seme gi umah luqman utk tido..sejok sak bilek dier..air con dier no mercy nyer beb~..sakitkan hati org sak dier pe sejok~~..abe tyme tu tido dlm kol 6 ke 5 pagi gi2 ar..abe da tido tau..da gerek beb..kol 1130 ader satu oirg ni ar..dier pe irritating~..dier call aku ar kan tyme2 nga bes tido..aku angkat talipon ar..."Bangon ar!da kok baper ni~"...ok tu abg aku call~...padehal jam kol 1..tapi drg seme mau aku sampai siang kol 12+ gi2 sbb aku slalu lambt...jadi terpakse lar aku bgn..mandi seme..tyme sampai BMC...it's still da same~..aku sampai kol 1 ngn abg aku..dis tyme cocai ngn dan plak yg lambat...suarr btol~drg l;ambt baru 10 minits jer ar..skrg baru aku fhm camne drg rse tyme aku lambt nak dkat 1 jam hari tu..sori ar..tapi haritu mama aku sakit beb~..anak derhaka sak aku kalo aku tak urotkan dier..neraka jahanam menunggu beb~...abe smlm da lepas jam kiter jln kaki gi tampines int..cam takde bas gi2 pat spore~...mau jln plak..panas sak smlm..sampai tampines troz aku masok burger king..aku posa tau!..aku masok burger king cumer mau air con jer sbb pat luar panas...abe aku ngk org2 tu seme mkn..kaozz..mintak kene poukol sak drg..haizz...tapi aku tak kesa ar..aku dudok jer..pas tu tak lamer kemudian aku letak kepale aku pat atas table utk aku
tido~...aku tido while dan gi main arcade...tyme aku bgn drg seme da dudok ngn aku..abe drg da mau balek da..tgk tyme..kaozz da pukol 5+..aku pon balek la...da tu jer yg aku bt utk hari friday-smlm mlm...rase cam lamer sak..serious..aku ader news ar..ni gempak nyer..ahahak..aku in luv ar beb~..serious ar..ahahak..aper2 bende seme dier buat bikin aku rase camni ar utk dier..nta asl nta ar..kental eh aku?yer aku tau..k korang takmo ketawe terhadap kekentalan aku~..tak baik korang~..haizz..da way she speak so softly..lemah lembot beb~..da way she makes me feel dat i haven get enuff of her evendough i juz go hme wif her etc...da way she always call me wenever she wanna tok to me w/o even me having to tell her to call me or watever..dats y she always surpirse me wen she call..da way she's always tune into my mood wen we tok~..wen she call me at nite juz to say gd nite~ish..alot of her turn me on..haizz...but i doubt she feel da same way ar..aku ni kental dok..mepek..saper yg mau~..sbb tu skrg aku mau tido~...huahau..pade aku mepek lagik~..da ar..

2003-11-06T23:05:00.000-08:00

The look in your eyes, the smile on your face,
The words you spoke so soft, they can never be erased.
And I dont no what you can possibly see in me
but im glad you see something.
K aku baru balek dari skola..ni serious nyer baru balek..blom tukar baju pon..takde mood ar nak tukar baju..ahahk..k nanti ble tukar..nari aku feeling siket nyer sakit ar..selsema beb~..abe pening ar..sbbtu pas ni aku mau tido..limit2 kalo tak sakit pon lepas ni aku mmg nak tido~hrp2 lepas bgn tido teros baik ar..sbb btol nyer irritating sak ni selsema..nanti mlm kol 8 gi2 zaza,cocai ngn seri ajak gi geylang..jadi pergi lar geylang~..tak gi trawe~..nanti aku rase aku nak beli burger ar pat sana..kumpunan ar..abe luqman nari ajak overnite..so mgkin nanti pas gi geylang aku jumper luqman ar..tapi kalo buyi dier cam lame gi2 aku tak gi ar..sori ar man..tapi most prob aku gi jer ar..k skrg aku tak tau aper mau write..serious..ahahak..ar yer tak yer~..pat atas tu kan ader "the words u spoke so soft..can nvr be erase"..ahhakk..ader kene mengene beb~....hahak..k ar..evrytyme dier call atau aku call..nanti suare dier pelan jer..aku suke ar..turn on beb~>..serious sak..nta asl nta...tapi cam cool ar..da lar nari tak dpt gi jumper mama aku..sedey ar ni mcm!..tapi takpoer ar..burger pat geylang menunggu beb~...da ar..aku da makin mepek ar..kire skrg aku mau tido..nxt tyme aku write klakar siket ar..nari mepek aku scale dier full ar..

2003-11-06T07:18:00.000-08:00

halo halo...waktu skrg ialah 1105pm...tgh boring jadi dipakse update ar...aper lagik~..ni jer lar tempat yg ble lyn aku nyer mepek..kalo tak saper?saper ko blg aku mau lyn~...takde org..limit2 aku end up bual sorang beb~..kalo aku write pat blog limit2 nanti korang bace..jadi in the end korang end up lynkan aku nyer mepek ar..k baru balek dari juper adam mish kadey haq seme ar..lek2 jer...esok drg seme mau main bola..aku malas tanak main bola..aku dari katil mau gi amek remote control pat katil abg aku pon malas mau main bola~...pe jer..drg ble ar main bola~...ader yg tak posa...aku tanak buang lagik beb...tak kuase aku mau bayar balek lain hari...tadi tyme aku pat skola mak aku sms..dier kater dier mau gi KL...aku sedey sey..aku ingtkan esok ble gi umah dier..skali dier mau cabot gi KL...pe sey dier..aleh2 jer aku rase cam sumting wrong going to happen biler dier kater dier mau gi KL..ish..padehal haritu baru jumper dier..da rindu..serious ar..takmo ketawe ar..abe aku sms dier bal;ek ar..tanyer dier serious ke main2 walopon nampak sgt dier serious~..ahahak..abe dabes skola aku call dier ar..cam takde keje jer..abe dier kater dier da nak pergi da tyme tu...aku baru ngk bachelor jgak beb..pompan tu kater pat laki tu.."i'm falling for u and im scared"..kitiang..cam ader kene mengene sak tu line ngn aku..wahahak..k ar..kental ar aku..aku takot jer..insecure beb...my hopes is so high(cam lagu dashboard)..da ar..sblom aku terlepas bual aku nyer secret lebih baik aku diam teros...i mean tanak bual sal bende alar tu ar...sok hari friday..yes..aku suke..friday beb~..gerek..makne nak dkat weekend..nta aper agaknyer weekend aku buat..aku hrp bes ar..jadi aku takde tyme utk emo..ahahak..ye ar..nari aku cam kedi..asek mau jiwng jer...hujan beb..bkan sala aku sak..hujan memakse aku..tadi abg aku bgn tido pon main guitar nyanyi2..suspect kuat dier pon nga jiwang ar..bpk aku pon nga bual pat talipon..suspect kuat dier pon nga jiwang..adek aku nga jiwang ngn maid aku ,aku rase..ahahak..ish...da k mau mkn lapar..

2003-11-05T02:34:00.000-08:00

lagik 20 minit beb~...da ble mkn...yer aku posa..tak cayer suda..aku tak cam krg tak posa...aku lapar ni..serious..tadi balek skola sampai umah kol 130 gi2 ar...abe bt hwk ar..maths jer..tak byk..kol 2+ dabes da aku...abe aper lagik~..aku lek2 ar atas katil...main2 talipon aku..abe suddenly..aku tertido ar beb...serious..baru plan2 mau bace tu buku bio ptg jadi mlm ble tido..skali tertido..terpakse mlm ar..tu pon aku hrp mlm tak tertido jgak...haizz...tido terbgn kol 515 gi2..teros main computer ar...abe da main punyer main boring takde keje..aku update jer ar..kire ni aku update tak ihklas ar..sbb terpakse..dipakse oleh takde keje..abe da bgn lapar takper...hujan beb..emo sak aku camni..serious ar..ader ar sbb2nyer aku emo..yg aku pon tak tau ar actually...abg aku bgn ari tido pon aleh2 nyanyi2 lagu..confrm dier pon ar feel da emo mood by da rain ar...serious...k nga takde mood..k

2003-11-03T23:21:00.000-08:00

Hari ini hari selasa..kali terakhir saya update ialah hari jumaat...nak dekat 4 hari saya tak update..k la k la...kiter admit ar...kiter ni malas nak update...asl min computer jer aku dgr lagu abe main game...tu jer keje..maner ader tyme utk update~...kalo update pon tak tau aper nak bual..mcm skrg ni..aku tak tau aper nak bual~...tapi write jer ar aper aku kesa..aku tadi skola balek sampai umah kol 130..sampai umah jer aku gi bt hwk~...dabes bt hwk aku realize aku tak tau camne nak buat biology nyer hwk...siket jer aku tau buat...abe lepas tu aku balaja bio sampai lar skrg yg aku on computer aku ni..skrg tyme 315...aku actually nak tido..tapi guitar aku ader pat atas katil ar...malas nak angkat..jadi biar larr guitar aku tido pat katil aku..nanti tyme dier da bgn aku tido plak ar..aku cam nak tukar aku nyer blog layout ar..aper pendapat korang?..naik bosan aku tgk ni layout...da lar tgh posa..dier letak tu bende alah coklat pat situ...byk bt dosa sak ni blog tyme bulan posa ni...k ar..memandang kan aku takde ceriter aku blg korang seme satu ceriter ar..ni zaman dulu nyer ni..tyme abg dapit korang ni mase K1...dulu ar..tyme mama aku tinggal ngn aku..tu pat pasir ris dulu...korang tau kan buah asam "mor far ko"..ar..yg panjang2 tu cam taik hidong..tu bende mama aku favourite abes nyer~~..aku ni kan anak manja mak aku ar...abe kdg2 makin ngade2..satu hari ar..aku korek hidong..abe aku blg mak aku ni buah asam..abe aku kater nak tak?...mak aku mkn sak~~..haizz...abe tyme dier mkn aku ketawe.."ahahak..adek tipu..tu actually taik hidong adek~"..tu lar aper aku kater..exactly..aku ble ingt vividly beb...aku tau berdosa kalo aku bt skrg..jadi aku bt dulu ar..tapi mak aku tak kesa..dier mase manja kan aku sampai skrg..sbbtu aku nga rindu dier ni skrg..haizz..aku ni lapar ar actually..da lar dapor ader bau ikan..ish..blog aku ader coklat..kaozz..byk dugaan sak..abe tyme jalan2 pat luar ader org pakai sexy2..tu ar dugaan yg terbesar skali..naseb baik aku ni baik org nyer..tak pandang ni seme..haizz...da ar..aku rase guitar aku da bgn tido..aku nyer turn lak mau tido...

2003-10-31T02:31:00.000-08:00

Yer...ni aku..dapit..addafiq..namer btol aku..yerr...aku update jer walopon aku tau korang blom rindu aku lagik..aku boring ar..tadi aku gi skola..dapat report book..aku for da ferst tyme in 8 yrs of education dpt top 20 in class..out of 39..aku dpt nombor 19..yer aku tau mase kental..tapi aper aku kesa..aku tak prna dpt bwah dari 35 dari pr3...kire ni da bagos da..korang takmo ketawe~..aku promoted beb~..korang ni bkannyer tak tau yg aku ni selenge...aku pon tau korang takle cayer aku promoted to sec4E..tapi aku tak tipu..posa2 maner le tipu..mr shahril sendiri kater posa2 takle tipu..walopon tadi dier maki aku konek..ksian aku..padehal aku cumer ketawe kan dier biler dier smangat jer..tapi aku tau dier main2 jer..ahahak..actually nari last day tau..tapikan..skola aku nyer mentel..dier tambah lagi 3 minggu utk kiter ader remedial almost evryday sak..mmg evryday..cumer 2 hari jer class aku takde..remedial utk maths,science ngn combine humanities..dorang pikir klakar~..klakar ar konon..tapi tak klakar sak..serious..aku plan mau tido sey..tapi takper ar..pade dok umah jer..tapi aku sedih siket ar..sbb lose da chans to tido...aku ader story ar..gempak nyer...gempak nyiah..serious2...story dier kan camni..alar..straight forward suda ar...bapak aku mau kawin lagi ar aku rase..hauahauah..translation..my father wanna get married once more ar sia..yer..aku tau..smlm dier dari tempat keje dier call aku..dier kater gini.."abah nak confess pat dapit ar"..aku pon kater ar.."yer..adek tau..si junaidah tu..yer~"...dier pikir aku ni bodo per tak tau suspect dier ader matair..ahaha..weeweet..eh~..aper yg weeweet~..aku slalu bace msg dier,dier tak tau~..junaidah antar beb~..msg2 drg seme corny abes nyerr~..tapi akuy tak psl ar bapak aku mau kwain lagi ke..lagi 2 kali ke..asl kan tak nyusahkan aku suda lar~..asl dier happy tu sudalarr..tapi consperm..eh conferm dier happy nyer ar..haizz...marthas marthas~...eh salah..abah abah~...da besar ko yer nak kawin~...ceh~..aku bual maner nyer world jer eh..da ar...mau bareng2 lagik..plz dun tease my father..dier cumer mau kawin jerr..

2003-10-26T22:31:00.000-08:00

so err...adam's favourite teacher juz called me...mrs rajoo...she told me to perform on prize giving day on wednesday...me and ifran do some music stuff or watever..i told her i dun wan ar..lyk wat only..i wanna relek..dun wan ar do lyk dis..she asked me to call ifran to tell him..but i dun wan..so no need to perform..lazy sia..den i asked her..i tell her if she giv me money den i perform.she dun wan..so i oso dun want ar...den i asked her"eh i go normal or not"..den she say...aiya..haizz...k la..she say "no larr..u ok wat.~" lyk dat wif her indian accent..so i guess she said dat im staying at 4E..i hope she's sure ar..bcoz sumtymes she carzy lil bit..but den i happy lil bit ar..she say i ok nvr go normal stream..den i asked..den my class hu not ok?den she said..cannot tell u..confidential..den i say if u dun wanna tell i dun wanna perform..ahahk..i dun wan aniway~>..den i tink she binget she say..cannot tell ar..i dun want u to do ur nonsense over da fone..so im hanging up now..tmr come for rehearsal u noe~..den she put down..i piss off almost everyone..ahahak..so bes ar..k..wanna go out now..peace..nanti mlm aku bual mepek..ni nga baru bgn ni...

2003-10-26T08:49:00.000-08:00

k..its 1245..im not sleeping yet..cant sleep ar..later sahur camne nta aku mau bgn..da bgn dipakse takperr..kene mkn..terok sak..ngantok2 mkn..aku ni tak ngatok pon mau mkn susa dier bt aku ni mcm..so juz now met adam and mish..den at nite go terawih wif my bro pat mydin..dere got cocai oso..full dok aku semayang~>.nta asl nta..ar..sok da posa..aku pon posa jer ar..sbb aku tau mmg kene posa..aku btol2 tak tau aper mau tulis..tapi aku takde keje sak skrg..jadi aku tulis jer ar yg aku kater aku tak tau aper nak tulis..aku hrp korang nak tau ar yg aku ni tak tau aper nak tulis..boring ar..takde keje tapi aku takle tido..jadi ni ar keje aku blg korang yg aku tak tau aper nak tulis pat sini..aku tol2 tak tau...aper2 ar..k da makin malas..tapi takper ar..pade aku boring lebih baik aku blg org yg aku tak tau aper nak tulis..tadi aku baru letak telipon bual ngn kwn aku..dier pon takle tido..tapi aku rase dier tak ble tido ar skrg..limit2 dier da tido mengorok da..aku takle ar..asek terkenangkan si dia..da makin mepek plak tu aku..da ar..pade aku maliukan diri sendiri mebih baik aku jln dulu..k..sok posa tau man..takmo ponteng tau man..ferst day..try to make it full dis year man..

2003-10-25T09:47:00.000-07:00

Piece of My Heart

You're taken by surprise.
You found a way inside my heart.
A heart that has been hurt and torn by love so many times.
Dreams of you and the day we fall in love
fill up my mind all day so all that I have left to say is

Appreciate this piece of my heart
and never let it go.
Things may not work out quite right
but I wont lose hope.

I didnt see you coming.
You walked threw my hind doors.
When I'm so vulnerable and very few will get inside.
Dreams of you and the day we fall in love
fill up my mind all day so all that i have left to say is

Appreciate this piece of my heart
and never let it go.
Things may not work out quite right
but I wont lose hope.

And I know I'm not the one who makes your life complete.
The one who you thought is so charming and sweet.
This feeling inside grows deeply for you.
It's not who you are but it's all that you do.

Appreciate this piece of my heart
and never let it go.
Things may not work out quite right
but I wont lose hope.

im bored and im feeling emo..ahahak...so i sing while and den type dis while listening to dis song ar...best interest's piece of my heart..gerek ar walopon aku nga emo lagu ni bt aku lebih emo ar..ahahak..da ar..mau tido ar..cam kedi jer mau camni..da ar..kedi sak..tapi aku rindu ar..saper lagi~~~dier ar...

2003-10-25T08:28:00.000-07:00

Please just don't play with me My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I beseech you
Simple things, that make you run a-way
Catch you if I can
Gerek ar ni lagu..ni seme zaza nyer psl ar bt aku addicted ngn lagu ni..huahaua...tapi bes jgak ar..aku ni baru jerr balek dari klua dari tadi kol 1 gi2...mari abg dapit ceriterkan aper terjadi pade hari ini~..i woke up at 11 everybody~..den i bathe straight away ar..bcoz wanna meet the heroes at jam at 1..we jam oso at 1 actually..but den after i bathe ar..my mother complaint she sick sia..abe anak yg baik ini..urutkan mama nyer..ksian tau..serious~..wen i urot her ar..she say lyk dis "wek~!..wek~!"..dunoe y liddat..lyk old woman sia..den ard 12 den i stop ar..i change..den get out from da hse at 1215 liddat..den i walk ar to bukit batok mrt station~~...wen i reach there ar!..its already 1240 liddat sia..den actually jam at 1 rite?i reach dere at 145 sia...aiyo..i always late sia...sori ar..tapi mama aku sakit sia..abe dey all binget ar..tapi tak psl ar..dabes jamming jumper zaza and seri pat suntec..zaza mau blanja beb~~...pizza hut beb~~..mkn ar..sdap sak..tapi aku tak mkn byk sgt ar..tapi kire byk dari biaser ar...de4n after dat we go esplanade bcoz seri mau blanja kiter voucher yg dier dpt utk garlic restaurant..mkn ice cream..gerek dok~~...aku mkn banana delight..nta asl nta namer dier gi2...klakar tapi sdap..aper lagik~..mkn ar...abe da tu naik mrt..drg seme mau gi gig..aku malas..aku jumper man mish arep ngn adam pat bedok..lek ngn dorang ar...lek jerr...abe dari kol 7 gi2 sampai kol 1030 baru ciao...babtu skrg baru sampai umah...so yer ar..mesti ar penat..camni jln2 pon tak pnat..kalo tak pnat makne aku kuat siak...tapi aku ni takkan lar kuat sey..mcm galah ni mcm mau kuat...tapi aku rase nari aku gain byk jgak ar...sbb aku mkn more den usual...so thk u zaza and seri...bes..nanti bday korang aku blanja pat karachi kopi shop..cam?mau?tanak suda ar...abe skrg aku da malas mau bual jadi aku stop...............cak!..blom nak stop..aku tipu jerr...ahahak..krg kene tipu..tu larr..kan da terperanjat..mesti tyme aku kater cak korang kater "opocot hantu goblin!..terperanjat aku~"..kankankan?huahua..aku da agaknyer korang mesti terperanjat~...tau pon..lain kali takmo cayer aku tyme aku kater aku nak stop...kan da nyesal~~...kan~..amek ko obat...

2003-10-24T05:16:00.000-07:00

So aku rase cam nak update nari..jadi aku update jer ar...baru balek dari klua ngn cocai..zaza..bata..ngn kartika..main pool..orrait gak ar..abe da main pool lek2 pat mcdonald..plan utk esok...so..esok kan~..esok zaza mau blanja me cocai and seri sia!!..pizza hut dok..psl bday kiter nak dkat..zaza bes ar..aahahahak..tapi bkan psl dier mau blanja aku tau..sbb dier ok ar..gerek gak ar..cool..ahahak..so esok jam..abe gi pizza hut!!..yes..gerek.gua tak sabar...aku ni baru balek..tapi nanti mau klua lagik..haizz..i miss my mama..i miss my sister..farisyah..farris..so err..i tink juz now i broke dan's heart...yes..it may seem as if its on purpose ar...but i didnt noe until i fall sia..seriously ar dan..aku sori..tapi aku hrp ko mase luv aku ar walopon aku bastard...aku dpt result..aku fail maths ngn dnt..yes...terok aku tau..abe aper le bt..aku da try~..aku hrp overall english aku pass ar...sbb paper 2 aku pass..tapi seram over all ar..da..aku nak klua..takle bual panjang2...k nanti nxt tyme baru aku bual mepek lagik ar..ni nga kelam kabut

2003-10-22T05:48:00.000-07:00

What i feel is real
I close my eyes
And wished upon a star
Bes ar ni lagu..haizz..aku bkan aper ar..tapi aku nga emo..tapi bkan emo sad2 ar..tak aku rase aku nga err..tanak blg ar!..nanti korang ketawe kan aku..haish..ishish..mgkin dis will be da ferst ever aku update yg tak crappy ar..sbb aper aku rase ni btol..serious2..kalo koraang mase ketawe aku tak tau ar aper mau kater...so aku ni baru jer balek dari jumper adam and luqman and mish..lek2 ngn dorang sbb seme nga boring lek2 ar..lek2 jerr...tapi sblom tu..ar~..tu ar..aku nak blg korang ceriter fairy-tale new age nyer ar..new age..One day...Mr dapit went out from his house ard 215..he is suppose to meet his fren at 230 at tampines and he will be late bcoz wen he wanna bathe,his maid was using da toilet so takkan mau mandi ngn maid aku pat dlm..haish..korang ni...k da out of topic da..he alighted from bus 67 at tampines at ard 245..he walk slowly..yes..evendough he is late he walks slowly..wen he reach at small mac,dere she is..looking as beautiful as ever sitting and toking wif her frens while waiting for me..ishish..gua blg sama lu..gua mcm mau patah balek ar..sbb takle thn ar..da fact dat shelooks even more beautiful dan ever makes me cam mau line up balek pat 67 nyer stand ar..tapi aku tak kesa ar..aku jln jer ar towards dierr..den her frens disturb her ar bcoz she was meeting me..nta asl nta..aku tau larr aku ni burok..jgn ketawe kan..haish..den i and her walk towards BK to hv our lunch..she didnt eat..i ate..but in the end tak abes kan fries..wasted jgak ar..skrg nyesal sbb skrg da lapar balek..agaknyer aku tak abes psl dier jambu ar..serious...den i asked her a question ar.."do u say wat u said to me to other guys oso?"..den she tot i was assuming stuffs abt herr..and said dat im not dat kind of gerl u noe..den i hv to say sorri.yes..i am..i asked her bcoz wat she said to me was all too good to be true..i mean lyk..soo cant believe lyk dat..but i believe ar..den we walk to da small mac again to wait for her fren..we getting a present for our fren's bday tmr..so we wait ar..wait nyer wait nyer wait..i tink she boring she asked me a question..she asked me hu do i wanna be wif..but she didnt put herself in da option..so i didnt answer ar..lyk duh~..ishish..but she still asked me to choose..but i dun wan ar...if she was on da option i wud surely be able to answer..but no..so i dun answer ar...not fair sak..but it was alil funny dough..and she looks even more beautiful wen doing dat..so her fren came~~...we walk walk to find da present..wen find oredy i walk wif her ar..den tok tok..aiyo..so now i feel dat wat im feeling is serious..yes..dun laff u~..plz..i tink im beginning to heart sumbody...yes..alot..yes dun laff!..how dare u laff u!...i oso actually shy ar wanna tell..but den nutting significant happen other dan dis...so dis is the end of da fairy tale..no happy ever after..no hv..plz..actually i tink later got part2 ar..den we see happy ever after or not..da ar..makin mepek ar aku..korang pon confrm nga ketawe kan aku..da r..rabak ar korang..

2003-10-21T22:03:00.000-07:00

orait orait..baru jgak bgn tapi on comp tak mandi...kire orait ar tu..smlm tido dlm kol 230 gi2..ngk cartoon rocket power ngn rugrats..aku ngk rocket power jelez sey...aku nak main rollerblade..tapi aku tak terrer..cartoon pon da ble bt 360 jump..haizz..kire cartoon lagik bagos ar dari aku..rabak...abe aku ngk rugrats ar..rugrats gerek sak..tapi smlm aku mara sak ngn angelica..cam kulang hajar sak..bpk dier suro share tu mainan ngn baby2 tu seme abe dier kater baby takle main bende tu sbb tu utk org besar jerr..kaozz..mengamok sak aku..ksian sak bebudak tu..aku rase dulu tyme aku kecik atha pon bt gi2 ar pat aku..dulu aku ingt tyme kecik2 atha baru beli cincin dari pasar mlm..abe dier blg aku.."kalo bata pakai cincin ni tyme main bola,fandi ahmad pon takkan ble goal biler bata jadi keeper"...aku pon percayer ar aper lagik...skali btol ar!..aku main bola ngn dier.aku tendang punyer tendang punyer tendang..aku mase tak gola..kaozzz...abe aku percayer ar tu cincin ader power...abe aku try pakai cincin tu ar..aku main bola lwn atha..and...and..aku mase kalah...abe pastu bata tipu aku lagik..cincin ni cumer ble works utk org bsar jer cam dierr...skrg tyme aku pikir sal tu..aku teringt angelica smlm..skrg aku nak pukol abg aku sbb dulu dier tipu aku...abe kan..dulu tyme aku kecik2 aku cayer ar yg power ranger..superman ni seme exist in da werld..pastu abg aku slalu kaco aku ar..pastu evrytyme..EVRYTYMe mesti aku kater "nanti batman pukol bata"..abe satu hari ni atha blg aku da naked truth.. dier blg aku.."dapit..btol2 kan superman..power rangers seme tak exist"...kaozz..aku mase ble ingt sak betaper kecewe nyer aku..pastu aku tak cayer ar.."kalo ko tak cayer ko gi mekik ar namer drg..ngk dorang dtg tak"atha kater...aku pon blg lar mama aku yg aku nak gi kedai..abe tyme pat bawah..aku pekik ar pe lagi.."Superman!!~" "batman~!"..."white ranger!~"..tapi drg tak dtg..skali aku ternampak ader org pat tingkap ruma jiran aku...yes..jiran aku nga ketawer kan aku..aku malu ar..tapi 4 da sake of kepercayaan aku..aku tak kesa..pastu aku balek ar muke sedey..sbb aku da tau superman takde..sedey sak..serious..tapi tu dulu~~~...tyme aku K1...kire skrg da tak xayer ar bende ni seme..tapi cam klakar ar pikir2 balek... k ar..nak mandi

2003-10-21T07:46:00.000-07:00

orrrait ar...aku decide to update jer ar walopon tadi plan2 tanak update nari..btol2 takde keje sak..aper le bt~..update jer ar..aper aku kesa..tadi lepas btkan bdk luqman yg cerewet blog aku klua ngn dier..starting2 gi bugis..jln21 w/o meaning..abe turon tampines..luqman ni mau belik bende..aper ble bt..ikot jer ar..lepas tu dier nyer turn lak ar ikot ar...lek2 ngn kawan aku...dan yos boboy..aide..alip..ngn kartika..blabla..abg aku...kartika nyer kwn..lek2 ar..abe dan tak abes2 mau mara aku asl aku kaco ain..nt ar..semarang ar..nta aper nta aku kaco..aku ni sensitif tau..kecik hati aku biler dier kater aku kaco..tapi takper ar..limit2 ble bt bodo jer...jadi aku bt bodo jer ar..aku pon rase dier main2..sbb maner aku ader kaco?nta ar..ahahak..semarang ar..tak psl ar..ishish...abe biler aku tanyr ain dier ader complain pat dan aku kaco dier ke tak..dier kater tak..kire aku rase dan semarang ar..tapi semarang ar..abe tyme aku tanyr ain lagi skali dier ader ckp pat dan gi2 ke tak...aleh2 dier cam mara siket ar..tapi da kater sori..so takde paper ar..aku ni nga boring ar..serious...abe cam ngntok siket ar..tapi aku tak kesa ar..tido lambat jer ar..nanti ader arsenal lwn dynamo kiev..kire orrrait ar..ngk jer ar..smlm tyme aku nga chat ngn shifah ngn luqman..drg dua ekor kulang hajar ar..luqman aleh2 type.."ko ngk bawah meja ko ader saper"aku takot sak..da kol 230 sak tu..aku troz blg drg aku nak tido sak walopon aku takot...siak tok..kulang hajar sak drg..mintak ar..mintak kene figure-4 leg drop sak...ishish...esok aku aku lom ader plan..jadi saper2 yg mau ajak gi maner2 ke..ajak jer ar..adam..kalo mau mancing ikan ajak jer aku ar..walopon pade aku mepek mancing2 ni seme...saper2 ar yg rase aku bes utk diajak..ajak jer ar..lk ar..mau lek ar..k ar

2003-10-20T23:37:00.000-07:00

k orrait..lepas almost 1 jam 30 mins of operation luqmannyer blog..at last blog dier da recover dari kekentalan..skrg da lawar..thnz to dapit..yer my name is dapit..yes...i tink im good..k bes..skrg mau klua..nta maner bdk man mau ajak aku..aku ikot jer ar..k peace..tapi gerek ar..aku rase aku da bagos ar..baik ar..k..tadi lagi siket nga nak bt template rosak..aku serrram tapi naseb baik aku bagos..well~~..nanti mlm update agik ar

2003-10-20T11:36:00.000-07:00

k ar...orrrait ar..ni da 230 aku takle tido sak..ngntok tapi takle tido..aper nak jadi?aku tak tau takmo tanyr aku..skrg nga chat ngn man and shipah..orrait ar drg dua..k bes..kire tak ngntok ar sbb drg dua gerek ar..tak gerek ar..mepek jgak cam aku so bes ar kire...aku baru abes masak telor..takle thn sbb lapar sgt...jadi mkn ar..sdap sak..walaupon telor jerr..jadi ar kan..kire orrait ar...tadi aku rase aku blg dier ar yg aku suke dierr..aku serious..serious..tapi aku hrp dier rase samer cam aku rase ar..tapi tak mengharap ar...lek2 ar..aku ni pon bkannyer semangat nah...ahahak..eh abe esok man mau dtg umah aku..nta larr kol baper..ngk kol baper kiter bgn ar...ish..da urh..mau chat ngn drg..k peace..

2003-10-20T03:07:00.000-07:00

*yoyoyo 1 2 1 2*sssaaaappp ader bakat ar aku rase jadi mcm too phat...ahahk..aku ngk bdk2 hip hop ni gig seme cam main tipu sak..drg mic check byk kali sak..tapi kalo band2 takle sound check byk kali..drg almost evrytyme aku dgr drg kater"yo mic check yo~"gi2..tapi cool ar drg nyer bual..yo jadi mcm yaw..aku pon tak tau ar..cam bes gi2..ahahak..kalo korang nga dgr lagu yg ader pat blog aku ni..lagu ni namer not ur saviour..no use for a name punyer..gerek sak..aku rase kalo lagu ni pompan aku da jatoh cinta sak..cam cool sak lagu dierr...k tadi aku gi skola kol 11..ader cme tes..aku dpt 31/35..makne ader 4 soalan yg aku tak bermoral..kire orrait ar..selepas kaco farkhan and being alil racist aku mase ble pass..kire da bagos tu..abe tyme dabes aku tunggu luqman abes plak..sambil main bola..tu yg aku nyesal sampai skrg!..asl aku main bola!? panas sak..serious...abe tyme luqman abes aku ngn dier mkn pat BK...man tak mkn..dier cumer chui chui siket jer aku nyer fries...kire orrait ar tu...pat luar tak mkn..korang lom nampak dier pat umah..amek ko..x3 of wat aku mkn sak..sbb tu dier camtu..tapi tak psl ar..dier hensem..abe tyme balek aku tido..abe bgn mau btkan adam blog dier plak..baru jer abes..aiyo..kire orrrait ar...nanti mlm mau blaja madrasa plak ar..examnyer da nak dkat..yer ar..aku tau korang terperanjat bdk cam aku pon ader madrasa..yr baru korang tau aku baik?tu urh..korang..korang bkannyer tak tau aku ngn zikry nanti da besar akan pegang mimbar evry friday...tau pon korang eh~...tu larr..tapi aku pelik jgak ar..kdg2 org tak knal aku pon assume yg aku ni wild larr..aper larr..korang ni seme~...bkannyer tak tau aku anak mak..aku lub sama mak aku..kalo aku tak sayang mak da lamer da aku mau tindek bibir aku..tapi aku sayang mak plus sayang diri aku ar..ahahak..jadi korang yg perna kutok aku bdk wild amek ko aku bahasekan..abe kdg2 ar..aku paling benci eh laki biler suke pompan dier sweet tok giler babz nyer cam abg romzi..tapi tyme tak suke atau da jumper org baru dier kutok pompan tu tak bermaruah ar...cheap ar..nta aper2 sajer nta..aku pon tak fhm..ishish..tapi takper ar..tapi kalo aku kene kutok aku rase org tu da kene maki sak..unless aper dier kater tu btol ar..tapi tak kesa aku maki jerr...da ar..mau nyanyi lagu ni puas2 ar...

2003-10-19T03:49:00.000-07:00

k aku da dtg balek..lagi...aku baru abes bt luqman nyer blog!..yes..at last!..penat tau..aku rase skrg aku da terrer..ssaappp~~..saper2 mau aku btkan ble ar!..sbb aku da terrer...serious2...ili kalo ko nyer blog tu smaki bersepar aku ble bt kan ar!...serious2..sbb aku da terrer

2003-10-19T03:48:00.000-07:00

Here i go..So dishonestly
Leave a note..For u my only one
And i noe..u can see rite thru me
So let me go..And u will find sumone...
Ini seme bdk luqman nyer psl aku nari feeling..muahaha..yer ar..feeling ar..biaser...kalo tak shiok sendiri feeling..kalo tak feeling emo..aper lagik kebolehan aku~..ahahak..aku ni baru balek madrasa..yes..aku penat..tak abes2 penat..aku tau..Sunday is always a good day to get emo ar..ahahak..serious..lagi2 aku tak klua nari..aper lagik~~..boring gak ar..sbb tu kene emo..biaser..so tmr actually i no need go to skool ar..but den ar..suddenly i heard must come bcoz got CME paper..kaozz...patah sak hati..kol 10 ke 11..aku pon tak tau..dtg jer ar kol 10..sembarang ar..haizz..kalo tak boleh bgn kol 1 lagik..den tmr maybe go cycling ke aper nta ar..ain ajak..aku sembarang ar..ngk ar kalo tak malas aku gi~...kalo malas..aper lagi?tido urh..cam tak tau jerr...ahahak..si bdk luqman ni plak da steam aper nta dier pon nak bt blog..abe dier suroh aku tolong bt kan..ar yelah..ngk ar..aku nak bt kan pasni..confrm senget sebelah nyer blog dierr..aku ni bkannyer terrer..abe dier suro aku..ishish..tapi bt jer ar..cam cool gi2 ar..bt2 kan org ni seme..last nite i slept at ard 230 liddat..actually dun wanna sleep yet..but den ar..si abg aku atha ni..dier punyer kulang hajar~~..dier sms aku--"i tink deres sumone watching u thru da window"..kaozz..teros kecot sak aku..aper lagik..tutop cpmputer loncat sak aku pat katil...kurang hajar sak dierr..pa'kal abg..kalo aku terluper dier abg aku..aku ankle lock dier sak..and yes..i read amalina's blog juz now..tak sangka ader org mau write entry pasal aku eh..ader ke patot dier kater aku ni prangai not dat BAD..ahahak..watever ar kan..i juz feel dat way ar..ahahak..cant help it..yes..aku mepek..sbb tu aku mau stop skrg..yerr..aku tau aku mepek..ahahak..da ar..mau bt kan bdk luqman ni blog dierr..nanti kalo aku takde keje bt kali kedua dlm hari ni aku update lagik ar..peace..

2003-10-18T10:11:00.000-07:00

Yer...aku..aku lagik..biaser ar..takkan org lain sak mau update pat blog aku..ish aper sajer jer aku ni eh~..yerr..aku baru balek.yer aku tau kol 12..yer aku jahat balek mlm2..yer aku tau..tapi tak sala per balek mlm..bkannyer aku balek umah jadi tak btol..haizz..tapi takper ar..ahahak..so im itired..yerr aku tired..yer aku tau yg aku slalu kater aku tired..yerr..tapi aper le bt..da btol aku tired..yerr..so err..alil bit bt today..yerr...juz now.. i woke up at 1..yerr..aku tau da tghari yerr...pemalas..yerr..tapi aper le bt..den spatotnyer jumper bdk2 pat tampines kol 2..yerr aku tau aku spatotnyer mandi troz lepas bgn sbb da lambat..tapi aku tak..aku main computer chat ngn luqman and amalina tall..aku bual ngn luqman psl bdk suker buih..aku bual ngn amalina psl org yg kutok org tak tentu arah..yer...mengumpat..yer aku tau..abe kol 145 gi2 mandi..yerr..lagi 15 minit jerr...aku klua umah kol 2..yerr..da lambat aku tau..aku samp[ai rtampines kol 230 gi2..yes..and cocai and zaza and yoz was dere oredy..ath!?jgn ckp psl dier ar..tyme aku kluar umah kol 2 dier nga baru abes mandi..so aku tinggal kan dier dulu ar...dan!?...aku call dier masey pat umah..kire tak sala ar kalo aku bgn lambat klua lambat seme..den we started jamming..bes ar..bes ar..serious...after dat..we all go to cocai's house to swim...ecept dan hu go to pit at pasir ris..yes..i noe..yes..i oso dunoe wat i noe ar..but yes jer ar..yes=yerr in malay...den swim ar kiter...dier punyer sejok cam titanic siak.."jack!..jack!"..aku menggigil ar aper lagik..ko ni bkannyer tak tau..aku mandi kene pakai air panas..yerr..aku tau tak sehat..tapi aper aku kesa..da sejok..gi mampos ar..sihat tak sihat..aper aku kesa..yerr..aku tau..den after dat ard 8 liddat wanna go home...but i dun go home straight ar..i jumper luqman pat raimah eating corner ar..pat kembangan..dat was ard 930 liddat..so we tok2...tok tok tok..biaser ar ..gossip..psl org byk buih..psl org suke kutok org lain..psl org yg bual sembarang panggil bdk yg tak cheap pompan murah..haizz....aper mau jadi..yer aku tau..mengumpat lagi..yerr..tapi aper le bt..bual jer ar..nga bes..gerek ar bual..bes..aleh2 dgn tidak ku dugai..da 1130...abe jln ar balek..sampai umah cam almost 12 gi2..so yerr..aku tau lambt..tapi takperr..aku mase selamat...jgn bimbang..aku takkan kene bad influence..aku ni baik org nyerr..penyayang~...ahahak..yer aku tau aku da mepek..yerr..sbb tu aku mau stop bual skrg..k ar..mau tutop ni window ar..sampai disini saja dan saya ingin meletak kan pena saya di atas meja..saya amt rindu pade beliau...beliau beliau...walao!..beliau...walao!...yerrr...

2003-10-17T08:09:00.000-07:00

Yes..yes i'm back from going out with my brudder..yes..now its 11 oclock..tired..cannot thn...so..tmr going out again..jumper dan.. cocai.. zaza maybe..boboy..syahadi..and saper2 ar yg ader esok..tmr jamming..again..yes..again..one more tyme..abe lepas jam nta ar mau gi maner..dgr2 drg mau gi umah cocai swimming seme..slack2 pat umah dierr...ikot jer ar aku..aku ni actually takde bende mau bual pat ni bende..maner~~aku tau aper mau buallbaru tadi update..skrg update lagik..naik benci aku..tapi aperr~~le bt..da takde keje..aku pon ni actually nga takde mood..nta asl ale2 jer cam boring..nta larr aper pasal ngn aku ni..so actually tadi nga bual ngn byk org online..tapi aku rase satu2 da malas nak layan aku sbb aku ni nga mepek..aku mepek ar..kalo aku jadi org pon aku malas nak lyn aku..eh?btol tak u sentence..malas..nak..layan..aku..ar.
btol ar.fhm2 ar korang..jadi tak sala kan drg ar..da last tyme aku type a sentance and da sentance was answered is at 11..now 11:06..aku pon tak kesa ar..btol2 aku ni ngntok..tapi aku rase kalo bareng nak tido pon takkan tido..limit2 terpusing-pusing pat atas katil..biaser ar.nga no mood..kental ar aku..aku kental ar...aku nak blg korang secret ar...nak tau secret dier aper?aku rase aku kental..ahahaha
..k..mepek..so dis entry wont content any corniness from dapit..ferst tyme?i dun tink so ar..my enries hv always been soo lame..juz lyk da way i am..lame..k..peace..be back tomorrow..with more energy and positive tinking..peace..

2003-10-16T06:13:00.000-07:00

Saaaapp..ader lagu ar evrybodeh~...cam kencang tak gua?aper?kuat lagik ckp tak dgr..kencang?eh da biaser tu...eksyen tak tau plak.."I guess its ok i puke da day away!!i guess its better u trap urself in ur own way~~"..hurlermak suare samer ar ngn si dekni yg nyanyi ni..cedeh2~...k tadi got chemistry and history..chem ez jgak ar..confrmnyerr..history ngk dulu ar..pas tu ble..tapi takle score ar..haizz..seram sak aku turon normal..korang tak seram ke?seram kan~~...tau pon...jadi kalo seram lebih baik jgn bual sal tu..so abg dapit ko ni da tak nara lagi psl wat happen during..err..alar wat i told u at da last entry ar...but dgr2 kan..si julya say sarcastic stuff bt me to seri ar..urh..lyk i care abt wat pple lyk her hv to say..ahaha..watever..pple lyk dat juz dun need to be reminded..so redundant...i tink oso ar..if u all noe her u won't lyk her ar..so heh..k dun botherr..u c..sumtymes its juz better to keep mouth shut well..dat is pple nooe how to live ar..limit2 kalo mulot cari sakit hati org hidop tak sampai tahun 2005...~..so juz now after skool didn;t go home bcoz tmr got DNT paper only so can study at nite..bcoz got one paper only..go walk2 ard tampines cam takde keje..abe go to mkn pat maner nta aku pon tak tau..den jumper ath dan alip aide rafiee seme ar..main bola ngn dorang.hapeez oso join..hot sia..u dunoe i play until sweat smelly sia..cannot thn ar liddat..so tmr last paper..Dnt..tak kesa ar ngn Dnt bkannyer aku suke tu subject...da urh aku ni nari takde ceriter ar kengkawan..cumer nak saya mahu blg jerr...kalo mau kutok puas hati depan2 tak ya mau semunyi2 letak pat blog yg not meant to be publicly known..wel dat is if pple wanna noe u...k ar..aku ni boring jadi walopon takde ceriter aku bual jer ar..kalo tak boring sey...so atha juz went out wif boboy to tampines..nta lar bt aper..indra is doing dunoe wat ar at da hall dere...haizz..blog aku semakin boring sey..aper mau jadi..paisey ar paisey..takde ceriter sey..takkan mau bt ceriter..kalo bt ceriter and sembarang bual kan akan sakitkan hati org atau bt dosa sbb sembarang ckp...well..~~

2003-10-14T04:46:00.000-07:00

K everydodeh..abg dapit ko ni nga mara..dis is da ferst tyme im updating feeling angry..but b4 dat..let me tell u bt wat happened today..so juz now bio paper..easier dan mid yr but im still in doubt whether can pass or not..social studies was alrite..and it was raining during da exam and it was relie very cold..cannot thn..den after skool study maths ngn frens seme..den cut my hair wit luqman..i look lyk monkey..yes..dun laff...i said dun laff!!y u laff!..dere2..i can see u laff...k..i dun wanna tok much abt today bcoz i wanna tell y im angry..ok ar kan..ni seme bkan hal aku ar..ni hal abg aku..actually between my bro and his gf..well ex gerlfren i guess...im not suppose to intervene i noe..but i wont jadi pak sanggop mau mara kalo takde org lain mcm julya masok campor ar..eh siallar..dier pikirkan dier saper siak..abg aku ngn matair diernyer hal asl dier mau bual sampai tu mcm psl abg aku..padehal yg ex abg aku tu relek jer sak..takde kecoh2..abe asl org yg takde kene mengene mau kecoh ni~...saying things lyk my bro leave his gerlfren for a model-look alike..lyk wtf!..k ar..ko hidop da lamer ar julya tapi kalo pikiran masey suntok puas hati masok secondary skool balek layan bdk2 mcm dian fara tu seme ar..i mean u dun tok wat is not rite..infact,u dun even giv ur tots if ur not sure wats going on..my brother did not leave seri bcoz of model looking gerls..u dun even noe wats going on..and if u wanna put da blame to seri and say dat she's da one dat say all dis..well she's wrong as well..and if she relie said dat to u..i promise to da nuggets dat im eating now i'll nvr tok to her anymore..u dun diss if u dunoe my bro and its da truth..u nvr noe my brother..and after reading dis..if u wanna diss me well u nvr noe me..ahahak..i got alot of pple appreciating me and i noe im a hell of a pleasant guy ..cuz i dun go ard saying things dats not true..u dun flip da book and say dat da storyline sucks..and u dun go ard telling pple dat my bro is an asshole for ending it wif seri for model looking gerl..my bro's a good looking guy and he dun go ard chasing gerls..u say dat luv is control by emotions..but wat if after all dis while my bro relie cant help it and tot dat he cud find sumone even better?shud he stay on lying to himself dat he's happy?dat's hell of a shallow brain and if u say dat atha shud stay lying to himslef to stay wit seri..den u r obviously giving ideas for ath to hurt seri more..even after all dis atha still luv seri and u dunoe wat he feels cuz u dunoe him..u dunoe wat's going on...and pple dun go ard saying stuff bt my bro which is not true...ye'ele..mcm history nyer source base..kalo source tu nga kutok J.W Birch tapi da source is written by raja abdullah..nampak sak biased and one-sided..kan kan kan?hurlermak pandai ar aku relate...u only heard one side of da story julya..dun go ard saying stuffs cuz it hurts pple more den wat seri is feeling rite now..peace wif luv and let da boogie be wit u..

2003-10-13T05:21:00.000-07:00

*Ehem2*~..actually tak sakit atau sorethroat ke per ar..tapi aku tak tau lagik camne mau start jadi batok jer ar...sembarang ar..so..*ehem2*..hurlermak cam cool ar batok2 ni seme..so today..*ehem2*lagi~~...got english paper and malay paper 2..no comment ar..tak tau ar aper mau ckp psl ni bende alah..jadi kalo slalunyer kalo tak tau aper nak ckp bt per?tak ckp kan?so tak ckp ar psl ni..aku tak tau ar..da paper was cam middle2 ar..tak susa tak senang ar..so tu jer ar yg aku ble ckp..so lepas skola juz now..*ehem2*..tak abes2 ar bende ni..lepas skola blaja pat skola..4 bio paper and social studies tmr..screw biology man..dun lyk..so reached home at ard 745 juz now..now is 815 and im eating infront of computer..cam bes gi2 ar..nanti 830 mau blaja lagik..so i juz found out sumthing ar..aku rase slamer nak kat 15 tahun aku hidop..aku rase aku was being an asshole all da way ar..ahaha..u noe sumtymes wen u tell a person for example tell sumone dat ko benci dier ar..den after dat u realize its completely at da wrong tyme..so..asshole ar aku..ahah..serious..but wat i told her was da truth and not bcoz of stress or wat so ever..tapi hrp2 dier mau percayer ar...ahaha..lagipon saper sak mau percayer samer ni bdk asshole..ahah...kalo aku jadi org pon limit2 takmo sey..tapi..bt bodo jer ar eh~...so *ehem2*...feeling rellie very tired..i dunoe how am i to get over dis tiredness..kaoz..ni mcm eh..lepas exam aku tido gilerr babz nyer ar..tak bagi chan punyer..kalo org mau kejot tak lyn nyer..tapi tu seme lepas exam le bual ar..so abg dapit ko ni nari nga feeling cam pain in the ass so aku rase ko dun even need story aku ar...abg dapit akan kembali dgn cerita siri kanak2 yg menarik selepas ini..*ehem2*....

2003-10-12T02:43:00.000-07:00

Saaap ader shoutbox ar eh..!~..tak pakai ar aku zonkboard..nak pakai duit jerr...org cam aku ni maner mampu..tak ksian ke?da tau aku ni tak berisi..nampak sgt tak mampu..tu pon mau mengira..haish..aper mau jadi...zonkboard tak tau bagi chan sey...tapi takper ar..da ader shoutbox..hurlermak..shout ar ey~..shout dok~..nta asl nta namer dier shoutbox pon aku tak fhm..so today woke up and it was raining..kaozz..sejok sak..cam tanak mandi sey..tapi keraner ader mood nak mandi..so mandi jer ar..den play game tembak2 ngn indra 4 awhile...den cari uban bpk aku...kaoz..dektu rabak sak..cari uban..mtg2 da ader matair baru namer junaidah takmo ader uban konon..nanti aku tarik rambot dier seme klua baru junaidah mau kawin...den study for awhile only ard 4-now..sitting infront here waiting for luqman to come over ard 6 to study again...so now i wanna gossip..gossip aka mengumpat..aku tau dosa tapi takper ar...i wanna tell story abt my father..u noe~..i tink he hv new gerlfren~~..weeeehhee..klakar ar...namer junaidah..abe juz now i read his msg he send to her ar..kaozz dier peh corny..aku pon kalah sak..sweet tok abes..ahaha takle thn ar camni!den dat tyme junaidah come over bcoz wanna go out wit my father bcoz my father blom siap lagi..drg gi tgk wayang~~..pat plaza spura..cey~..mau luv seat jer tu bapak...sssaaappp...klakar ar..walopon not suppose to be..kalo dpt ngk bpk aku caught in the act kan bagos...fuh..confrm aku ketawer nyerr...haizz..luv seat sey~~btw pat chocolate gallery aku da upload gambar..gua mintak favour sama lu org ar..takmo ketawer kan muke aku yg terok..so..kalo sure takkan ketawer baru ngk ar..aku ni pemalu org nyer~~

2003-10-11T08:51:00.000-07:00

"Call u up close to 5 am..woke u up again ard 7~...and all i wanted u to noe..dat i miss u bad..yea i miss u bad yea i miss u bad!!~"...ahahah...emo ar gua..ni lagu gerek ar...so the tyme now is 20 minits to tmr..tmr is sunday which means got madrasa..tmr luqman is coming over to my place ard 6 to do some revision..ahah..gerek ar..dier gerek ar..i mean u can tok to him abt aniting sia..and wit me i tink he take things alil more serious unlyk da way he treat other pple..so dats y he's my homey bebeh..so today is kinda short dough..go tuition..den finish ard 230..den start jam at 3 sia..nampak sgt takle make it on tyme..abe take 31 ar..damn sloww siak..cam sloth angkat beg skola aku sak..reach dere ard 4 sia..luckily can extend sia..luckily the heroes all eksyen understand y i'm late..i tink dlm hati drg nga ckp ar."nabwe nyer dapit..lembab doggie mintak elbowdrop~"..but den all went ok...jam was great..new song was great..so ok ar..after dat go home wen dey all go esplanade nyer gig..ahah..iaku blaja lar siak~..penat tau..tau tak?tak tau ckp..kalo tak continue jadi bodo~..so abg dapit disini tiada ceriter ar utk blg..dis past few days lyk no stories ar..dis blog is getting boring ar..bodo ar ni bdk dapit..mintak kene rembat ar eh~..haish...so abg dapit disini memohon ampun dan maaf...eh wait2..i got story lar siak..u noe..i tink i'm being stalk ar..ahah..yes..surprisingly me wit da hideous face...ahah..ni bdk sec1 ni ar!..aku nga pat skola sak balaj...dier ader pat table blakang ar..abe asek ngk aku jer..takkan pat skola, dier blaja subject "Dapit" sak..den i was lyk alar..limit2 dier tak ngk aku ke..skali tyme aku balek pon dier balek..jln blakang aku ngn kengkawan aku seme..ahaha..den i tot coincidence..but den ar..almost evryday last week sey dier ikot..kaozz..genggap kalbu aku sak..mintak kene ankle lock sia..ahaha..ikot lar oprg lain..aku ni ader aper~...takde paper..setakat tulang kering aku ngn urat dawai aku jerr...haish..aper mau jadi...

2003-10-10T18:57:00.000-07:00

Godd morning everybodeh!..saap..ferst tyme u noe i wake up at 10am on saturday..usually ard 12 liddat ar..but today nak menjadi insan yg luv life ar konon...wanna smell da morning dew..cedeh~..so going to tuition later ard 11..down at toa payoh..but i wanna tell secret ar..aku blom mandi ar..mcm malas gi2 ar nak mandi..tapi kalo tak mandi nanti tuition t-cher nak ajak takle ajar tol2 sak..nta2 tgh ajar pebgsan atas meja tu..tapi kalo mandi pon susa..aku ni da lar menawan..nanti dier takle concentrate sbb aku ni terlalu ar..terlalu menanwan..ahahah..sak..muke cam monyet ipoh menawan abes~~..so later after tuition which ends ard 2 or 3 liddat wanna meet da guys..alar~~ da guys..cam tak knal gi2..haha..abg atha aku..cocai and dan ar..play some music..releas stress ar knon..den after dat drg seme going to esplanade gig..but i dun go ar..go home ar..study again..takper..aku tak jelez.iman aku kuat..eh iman?errr..oops..yelar..iman aku kuat..ahah..iman korang kuat tak?kene kuat beb..cam abg2 ko ni..so now bata aka atha is playing Playstation..aku rase dier slamer dok umah jer ni dier da jadi gameboy ar..ngk tu..ader ke patot main game bola..game tau!..abe dier termekik2"beckham!..alar~~~"...kan tak btol tu..nta2 kalo main game counterstrike dier mekik "bunoh ko!..aku bunoh ko"..hrp2 tak cam gi2 ar..nta2 nanti neighbour complain ke per..mampos police dtg ingt kan abg aku tu tak btol nak bunoh indra(adek aku)..so looking forward on having a good day..so now i hungry and today da tak posa..so amek ko aku nak gi mkn.

2003-10-10T03:48:00.000-07:00

Cam brothers and sisters~...gua penat ar eh!..gua baru balek skola ar..Bt aper?blaja ar aper lagi..actually nari mau balek troz tapi kene stay back ngn cikgu larr...cam lu org?orrait?orrait bagos evrybodeh...today is a very short day ar..aleh2 jerr end up at home..and suddenly i end up sitting infront here...cam klakar gi2 ar..translation..lyk funny lyk dat ar..so i guess i hv get over my secret i tink..no point tinkin abt it..u noe sumtymes wen u tot u wud take alot of tyme to get over sum stuff wen u dunoe dat u only need sumone to make u feel dat u hv oredy get over it..i guess i found sumbody..so i'll stop being emo and continue toking crap..but still ar evendough toking crap oso ar..i want to tell u bt sumting ar..ahah..i come across dis korean artist webbie..cocai told me abt it..but initially zaza was da one hu told cocai..dey asked me to watched da video..so i watched ar...but i regret sia!..bcoz very touching evendough i dun understand wat dey singing...da video was asshole sia..made me cry sia..nabwe..ahahah..seriously..da video is abt dis guy ar..met dis gerl coincidently...eventually dey fall in luv..den dis guy is a photographer ar..one day dis a some kind lyk solution for da guy's photo fell into da gerl face den hit da eye..den blind ar..den da guy feel very guilty...den da guy go and donate his eyesight to da gerl so dat she cud see..but he'll go blind..den wen da gerl can c..da gerl tot dat the guy left him..but one day he saw da guy being blind..den she noe ar hu donated the eyesight for her..very touching sia..seriously..but den zaza said luv lyk dat dunexist..but to hell ar..still very touching..aper aku kesah..terok sak..bt aku cengeng sak..da ar..da tyme utk aku mkn...

2003-10-08T04:45:00.000-07:00

Aku mau admit ini sumthing ar..after sumtyme,i tink its useless for me eksyen onli...but its da secret dt i've been toking abt ar..ahah..actually ar..i wanna tell u all dat i scared ar...bcoz nxt week i exam lar sial~..siak ar..korang ni bkan tak tau kelemahan aku..aku bodo sak..and kalo aku biaser kan kebodohan aku ni..aku turon normal acad siak..kimek..biler mau game sak...i mean aku ni skrg da malas mau skola ni seme..aper lagi kalo kene add lagi 1 more yr..ish..ntah2 menang long service award sak...jadi saper2 yg da mandi hadath tu seme..tolong larr doa kan aku..yg blom mandi hadath tak payah larr...tuhan tak terima..~..aha..tapi kalo da mandi cepat2 ingtkan aku..takmo ingt diri sendiri...doakan abg dapit korang ni seme pass...tapi kalo aku bkan abg utk korang pon doa lar yerr...eh..bawah mater aku ader line hitam tau!..aku rase tak ckp tido ar eh!aku rase tu larr evidence i've been working hard..cey~~...so today is juz da same day..bla bla..skool.bla bla..study-group..go home..but den ar..but den!..today's weather very good ar..it makes me emo man~..haish..."but now!..there's nowhere to hide..since u pushed my life aside!~"..eh terkhayal lagi(part 2)..so back to dis..saper agaknyer weather gerl part streats nari bt hari ni mcm punyer hujan..mesti burok sak..haish..so wish abd dapit da best of luck..peace with lurve and let da boogie be wit u..

2003-10-07T03:41:00.000-07:00

"Enjit-enjit ant who feel pain go upstairs~.."..i juz dunoe how to start dis entry so juz say dat ar..so i juz got home from skool..today is a fine day.. i mean..nutting's here to screw things up or watever...i got my CA marks today..so er..failed english..haish..now i will tell u all my CA marks..Eng 42 haish...Maths i got 64..science 56 only sia..aiyo..malay 77..for pure history got 63..combined humanities got 65..DNT got 67..so..i tink overall ok ar..except for english and science..ish..rellie need to buck up..i'm kinda not in da mood to be alil funny lyk usual entries..so i tink dis is gonna be a boring one..and today..i got to noe da name of the "acap!~..Acap!~(high-pitched)" gerl..namer dier nani lar sial~~..kimek namer dier pon suay sak..ahaha..and u noe~~..juz now i got my class foto u noe~~..kimek.class dlm gambar da tunjok shetan sak..klakar sak gambar dier..serious cannot describe..so today rellie no stories ar kanak2..sori to disappoint kids..nxt tyme maybe daddy will go ard to find wat to tok k..Dun!!..show me dat sulky face ar..today got emoed ar..so dats y daddy sound alil down...but dun bother..things will get better soon..i want to story bt wat turn me emo..but dun want ar...malu~~...malu tau!(high-pitch mcm acap!)~~...malu~....nanti u all kacau~...now..b4 u kids go play ard..daddy wanna sing for u all song..this song is a very sad song..it breaks my heart evrytyme it rang thru my ears..this song is called..tsk tsk..its is called...nvm ar..i juz sing.."London bridge is falling down..falling down falling down..London bridge is falling down..my fair lady~~".."Heeee~~~!!(konon last part ter high pitch ar)

2003-10-06T00:35:00.000-07:00

Arlow everybodehh!~How are u doing everybodehh!?I'm fine everybodeh!~..So err juz get back from skool everybodeh...Juz now i got exam ar bebehh...English and malay paper 1 ar ehh..i tink my karangan was da best karangan ever ar everybodehh..i wrote abt my father bastard my mum to kahwin another lady ar everybodehh!...Continous writing ehh...starting dier camni bebeh,"Ketika aku tersedar dari tidur(everybodeh),aku dapati pintu rumahku telah terbuka(bebeh).Aku tidak pasti pukul berapakah ketika itu(everybodeh).Aku.."And den english i wrote abt da changes dat i've gone thru in da past 2 yrs...bebeh..i tink i did ok for english and hope dat i can pass dis tyme ard everybodeh~...So everybodeh..today is alil boring day eh..~go skool do exam den go home..evrybodeh~..so boring ar kirekan bebeh...so i realise wada keep tagging my tagboard using morse code ar..bcoz i cant understand ar evrybodehh..ahaha..but i dun mind ar evrybodeh..only dat its funny ar bebeh.."huuhaahuuhaaluu"..ahaha everybodeh..orrait ar..den i read bata's blog saying dat my blog entries are funny bebeh..zaza oso told me dat bebeh..and kyn agreed wif her bebeh..and yanee evendough i dunoe her she oso said funny evrybodeh..i oso sumtymes tink alil funny ar..bebeh~..but most of da tyme i juz tok rubbish ar everybodehh...cam skrg ni..nak bt da ferst entry yg rhyme..bebeh...mepek kan tu everybodeh?ahaha bebeh...ok!..i made da ferst entry dat hv da most rhymes...yea!..cam..mau beat tak record gua??huuhaahuuhaaluu ar eh!!(wada ajar)...k soo now is 330 and bata is still sleeping..wat a pig he's turning to be..ahaha..evendough i do da same wen no skool..but nvm ar..juz say pple anihow ar..seperti peribahasa"gajah didepan mata tak nampak,kuman di pulau lain nampak"...cedeh!..cam..rock tak?..kalo english.."elephant infront of ur eyes cannot see..germs at another island u can c!"...sssaaappp...cool ar aku..straight translation dok~~...

2003-10-05T07:03:00.000-07:00

-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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i noe i'm a guy and i cant possibly be sumone's gerlfren..i'm straight!..ahah..so err...if i were a gerl..i made a perfect gerlfren..ahahaha...but too bad i not a gerl..eh.nono..salah..it's a good thing dat i'm a boy..but i tink dat i'm not a perfect boyfren..well i guess...coz i'm stuck in a tedious situation u c..ahaha..so rite now i wish i'm a gerl so i can be a perfect gerlfren...ahahahah..nonono jokin..i guess i juz make a bad boyfren evendough a perfect gerlfren..ahahaha..tapi cam bodo eh aku..ader ke patot aku percayer bende2 camni...ahahah..da ar..kental sak aku!takle angkat ar camni..

2003-10-05T04:26:00.000-07:00

You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.

What kind of kiss are you?
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cam~~....rock tak gua?aku entrancing dok~~...saper2 mau ciom?! sini ar!..takot per?i can blow my partner away 4 da ferst tyme ar eh!..cam~..mau tak?tanak wasted sbb i can make u feel lyk ur dreaming biler aku ciom ko!...nyesal nanti~..entrancing dok~...watever dat means ar..

2003-10-05T04:15:00.000-07:00

You represent... happiness.
Boy, are you full of cheer or what...? You have a
sunny disposition and enjoy trying to spread
your happiness. You have a tendency to be a
little hyper, but you have the ability to make
your own fun no matter what.

What feeling do you represent?
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Dis is another one..What feeling do i represent?Happiness...i guess its true but it wud be different wen i'm going thru situations lyk now~...ahahaha..but very shiok ar dis quiz thingy..ahaha..k wanna try another one...."but you have the ability to make your own fun no matter what."...---kire dier kater aku kdg2 suke syiok sendiri ar??binatang punyr quizzilla...aku figure-4-leg-drop dier baru tau

2003-10-05T04:05:00.000-07:00

cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed

What Sign of Affection Are You?
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Pompan yg pat gambar ni lawar eh~...jelez sak aku ngn jantan suar yg tgh memperkosa pompan ni..haiz...Aku ni tgh takde keje...juz finish revising den got nutting to do...aku pegi larr pat blog2 org wen suddenly..aku ternampak bende alah ni...i try doing it ar..wen da result come out..aku tak tau nakketawer ke nak diam jer ar..ader ke patot result aku for dis quiz cuddle and kiss on da forehead...i mean..ok larr aku admit cam pade aku sweet ar kiss on da forehead..tapi cam..mepek siket sak.."you like to be close to your special someone and feel warm, comfortable, and needed"--saper yg tak suke sak?ahahah..haizz...very funny ar..so today nutting much happen so dis tyme ard kids~..dere won't be any stories for me to tell...only to say dat its been quite sumtyme but i cudn't manage to change my heart abt sumting..secret~~...ahaha..so juz now cabot madarsa again...den jumper luqman and mish to revise alil bit on maths..from ard 11-130 liddat..den lepak pat kedai kopi...den wen reach home ard 330 liddat study for awhlie again...aku takot ar fail..ble turon normal sak..jadi korang seme doa kan lar abg addafiq korang yerr...terimer kaseh..da ar..aku mau bt bende quiz2 ni seme..klakar ar..ahahah

2003-10-04T08:08:00.000-07:00

Since i didn't get da chance to update yesterday so i will tok abt yesterday and today..So beginilah ceriter nyer kanak2...are u ready kids?i can't heeer uuu~ok..yesterday i got pit...da pit number is pit 30..actually quite fun ar..best...walopon hujan..tapi kire gerek jgak ar...den i sleep and bata woke me up at (here comes today)ard 7+ and evrybody was already ready to go home...den i went to cocai's hs b4 going out again at 1030 to go study..but not study wit my frens ar..got tuition ar actually..suay sak..penat2 kene blaja..tapi pdn ar muke aku..saper suroh aderkan pit..kire ini balasannyer pit ar..tuhan tu maha adil...den after pit go meet my fren..lek2 and until now den reach home..haizz...tired..now 11pm...tired u noe~..u noe or not?if dunoe say..dun act lyk u noe~...so i will tell u more abt wat happen at the pit...reach there at ard 8..den bbq for awhile until i got tired. of doing da fan thingy evendough awhile only i do..den play guitar with syahadi..and tok2 with zaza all tell dem abt da "Acap" thingy...i tink dey all lyk da story bcoz dey laff..den out of blue(cey..ader chan pass english), it started to rain...Wan was using da fone ar dat tyme..ngn gerl dier i tink..den biler rain kay mekik "its coming..its coming!" abe dier lompat2 cam berok bkannyer nak angkat lincah2 bende seme..abe kiter seme getak ar..rush to put all d stuff in da shelter..den wan come abe dier kater "sayang ok tak yang?" pat kay..ahahaha..takle thn sak aku..carried away sak bual ngn gerl sampai bual ngn kay pon sayng2...kaozz...abe bdk wan ni mase nga in a belo state of mind...da sampai shelter dier grap fishball yg blom masak punyer abe nak mkn..naseb baik aku camo to da rescue to stop him from eating..abe kiter seme main pakau..abe gi jln2 pat 7-11..main pool...den i sleep until morning..from ard 430 to 7+..gerek ar overall..cumer tiring jer..nak kene balas enjoyment tu seme ngn blaja..haizz..kalo tak hancor mase depan aku..anak2 aku tak dpt mkn abes kuros kering rangka seringgit setangah nanti...bini baik2 hot jadi somalia nyer lady..da ar..nak tido

2003-10-02T03:56:00.000-07:00

U noe sumtymes..u feel very tired dat u will sleep inside da best until haig road den u woke up and realize dat ur bus stop had gone by...i mean not necessarily haig road ar~...but i live at eunos..so dats wat happen to me juz now..ahahaha...aleh2 bgn jer nampak pasar sak...mak peh terperanjat terpakse jln sak balek ngn keberatan beg and kebratan mata...(sudden change of language number 2)..so i juz reach home..not exactly juz ar..ard 15 mins ago..haben bathe yet..later can bathe but now lazy..uniform oso haven open...so i was tinking ar...at my skool ar..got alot of pple dat tok rellie loud sia..lyk wen dey are at the second floor den my class at third floor u noe..den can hear sia wat dey toking abt downstairs...kimekk..dey tink pple care bt wat dey tok ar?..wat only..i mean lyk sumtymes u tok loudly ar..lyk suddenly u will burst out...but not up to dat extend ar...den i got one story ar..juz now...juz now u noe!..wen i was err studying ar ngn frens..den a grp of pupils ar sit lyk diagnally beside us...kimekk..drg peh bising~~...dey keep on calling their frens which is at the other side of the canteen.."acap!...Acap!"...and their voice was irritating...serious..high-pitch sak.."acap!..acap!"...kaozz..naik menyampah sak aku..abe si bdk acap tu plak..astagfirllah~~~...pergi je lar pat bdk2 pompan tu...ini takde..konon malu2 ar...nabe cibai~...den dey go "acap!...acap!..dok sini ar~"...all da way man..bising sak..nampak sgt abg2 korang ni kan tgh blaja..respect ar siket..nampak sah tak blaja social studies..mutual respect~...kalo yer pon tak blaja social studies takkan tak bgk ceriter 2 fast 2 furious..."this is wat i call mutual respect"..nampak sah ceriter tu pon ajar..tu larr.~~..tyme tgk movie tgk pat yg wen da boy ask da gerl out on a date~~~...how to giv their tongue to boys~~..amek larr yg berfaedah siket..aper jer...seperti camne dey understand deir matair walopon matair dier bastard...mutual respect...itu lar spatotnyer dipelajari oleh bdk2 sekarang..ini takde~.. "acap" sini "acap" saner..sampai naik popular jantan suarr tu...

2003-10-01T04:50:00.000-07:00

Today,i'm proud to announce dat i've hv updated my blog for 3 days in a row for the ferst tyme...isn't dat cool~..u shud cherish dis moment as probably i won't update dis often again one of these days..biaser lar kan..aku ni kan a very busy man..cam style gi2 eh..kecik2 da bz..cam maner nanti da bsar eh..nak kene layan bini..kalo da ader anak nak kene main timang2 ngn anak..abe nak kene kerje...kire kalo kerje makner layan boss atau layan rakan2 sepejabat aku ar...abe nak kene find tyme out of da busy-ness utk kluar jln2 ngn family..jadi aku harap biler aku da bsar lagi da takde rock concert heroes ar..camne sak kalo nak jam..will i hv tyme man?takkan biler jam nak ajak anak aku sak..kecik2 da nak kene dgr bising2 tu seme..mampos rosak telinger drg...today..i wud lyk to tell all of u a story...dis story is abt wat happen today...today, i went to skool as usual today...den after skool i got study-group..ksian eh aku..kalo aku tau aku blaja pandai2 dari dul;u skrg da takyah study grp..bodo sak..abe tyme study group..aleh2 abg ku ath tu timbol bersama-sama boboy...drg amek ku dari skola kerana nak ajak ikot underedge jam..abe biler nga ngk underedge jam kiter pon boring takde keje kiter nak jam..aku ath and boboy..kimek..peh kental..rabak sak...waste money..tapi takper ar fun..abe lepas tu balek ar..abe sampai rumah baru jgak ni..which is 730..kaozz...penat tau~~..abe nanti nak kene blaja..kaozz..leceh sak..tapi aper le bt...tapi kan..aku realize sumthing nvr go away easily ar..cam konon nyer ko nak hilangkan abok ke per...tapi susah..cam irritating eh~...aku pon irritated ni..tapi bukan sal abok ar...ahaha..haiuzz..ader ar sal aper..secret..cam pest cannot go away..cam the white substance dat accumulates at da side of ur mouth wen ur thirsty..ahaha.tapiu takper ar..pe ley bt...

2003-09-30T04:54:00.000-07:00

arlow!..aku update lagi!...cam bes gi2 eh...nta aper yg bes ar..tapi letak jer ar cam best...korang seme nga bt per??walaupon aku tau korang nak jwp camne tapi aku tanyr jer ar...aku nga boring ar...nothing to do man...today i will lyk to tell all of u a story..i want to tell u dat i dun understand gerls..i dunoe y ar..but there's sumting bt dem dats soo mysterious dat dun understand..maybe not all..but some ar..very itchy..i mean..dey say dey dun want problem...but den ar..wen hv small ar..very small itsy bitsy spider nyer problem..dorang punyer larr kecoh..sampai aku rase dier nak seme rakan2 sepejabat dier tau..kan bodo tu namer nyer...tai takper larr yerr..ni seme dorang..maner aku tau...abe ader satu pompan ni pat skola aku..orrraait ar..lawar ar ble di kater kan...org kdg2 panggil dier gatal ar...cam gatal..miang..tapi dier deny ar!..sampai mati dier takkan admit tu seme..tapi kan...tapi...dier da blg org dier tak gatal..tapi pas skola slalu aku nampak dier kacau2 laki...kimek..i mean lyk tak kacau cam "kacau.."..lyk kacau cam biler laki sweet pompan..aku tak ckp pompan takley bt cam aku bt ar..sbb aku slalu sweet pompan..tapi pompan ni da nampak sah org panggil dier miang dier tak accept..abe ader hati marah org yg panggil dier miang..tapi dier bt kerjer miang..at least aku admit yg aku ni miang...~~...kire tak salah perr~~~....aper jerr...aku ni *ehuk ehuk*(konon batok ar sbb org tua kalo ceriter mesti aer batok jadi aku ni nak steo org tua ar)bukannyer aper...tapi aku tau story aku ni mepek...tapi aper ble bt...da gini story aku..gini ar...aku nak blg korang secret ar...its been 4 days ar..4 days!..but my feelings 4 her nvr change...cey..aku tak tau ar..aku tau korang tak fhm tapi aku tak kesah ar..sbb biar ar korang tak fhm...

2003-09-29T06:30:00.000-07:00

Actually i plan wanna update today..but den got pple lyk seri and kyn ask me to update b4 i update..so its lyk as if bcoz dey asked me to update den i update..but i'm not updating dis today bcoz of dem ar!..dis is sincere work from dapit..serious~...saturday went to PMS gig..ok ar..enjoyed POH,cesspit's,180 and FPM's set...dey were good..da rest lyk most of dose metal band were boring except liquid steel and da band b4 dem...den da whole gig was lyk alil lame watching kids dressing up making me wonder wat their parents said to dem b4 dey go out..especially da rainbow brite hair guy..kalo aku jadi bapak dier aku tak kasi sak bdk tu kluar ruma...but b4 gig go jamming...gerek jgak ar jam haritu..actually power jgak ar..tak prnah jam begi2 gerek ar..Abg dan kiter power sak on da drums...aku suker dier..dan..i luv u..den dat day i realize ath voice was nice jgak ar..cocai cam biaser ar..best sak seme..cam gerek gi2..abe ader lagu ska baru..cam bes gi2 ar..getek ar aku!!..aber sunday cabot madrasa lagik..dudok pat kedaikopi Raimah..from 11 to 2 ngn luqman..gerek ar..gossip2 ngn dier..cam shiok gi2..kiter byk kutok org ar...haizz..aper nak jadi..abe tadi gi skola..4 da first tyme bgn tido tak ngntok..ntah asl..pat skola pon tak tido..first tyme man!..first tyme...dats all dat happen ar..takde interesting2 ar...esok atau da nxt tyme aku update aku akan ceriterkan yg exciting2 skali k?...mesti krg enjoy nyiah!...tapi nari boring ar takde ceriter...haizz...

2003-09-25T06:57:00.000-07:00

"Kepulan awan berarak mengepung sinaran mentari..Aku melemparkan pandanganku ke luar tingkap untuk melihat cuaca yang menggambarkan jiwa yang kosong"....Gua emo ar!...Takleh tahan ar camni!(sudden change of language)...The weather some sort lyk no da way i feel man...i very sad arh today..something happen infront of my eyes dat make me feel so transparent...u wanna noe wat happen?...cannot tell ar..dis is a secret..but serious ar..i very sad man...Today..wen i wake up to go to skool, i felt better from the fever..which is a good start for da day ar..yg bt lagi best chemistry t-cer aku iaitu mdm zarinah absent..fuh!..sleep ar..lagi2 nga hujan...but den ar..after skool ar..haizz...cannot tahan ar wanna say dis again!...i saw something ar...siallah...tercabar sak kelakian aku!..lyk wanna breakdown man...terpakse aku emo sak..den wen i wanna go home..i walk ikot rentak lagu ar..lyk in the movies wen dey feel sad den got soundtrack..den wen dey walk lyk matching with da soundtrack..ar~~...tu yg aku bt...but den da soundtrack i must sing ar...den i sing ar,"here i go!!scream my lungs out! try to get to you!!you are my only one!!"kaozz...feeling man...tapi sedih ar..serious...kalo korang dgr story aku ni..haizz..at first u will laugh..den u'd cry...

2003-09-24T04:41:00.000-07:00

Today is Wednesday..Actually lazy wanna update today...tot wanna update tmr but den kak zaza kiter ni ask me to update...so update jer ar...Actually ar..imsick u noe..actually only ar..juz took my temperature and the thermometer reads 38.7..but i feel very hot sia...cannot take it animore man...yesterday didn't go to skool bcoz sick..den juz now morning i tot i ok oredy so i go to skool ar..but den ar.. wen reach skool ar...den i realize i haven ok yet ar...but i juzt stay at skool until its tyme to go home...wen i reached home,i sleep(dis one i tink even if not sick oso i still do ...den wen i woke up i felt giddy ar..den i turn on the computer..and here i am rite now..den got one gerl at skool mintak knal..namer dier azleen...aku tau ar aku ni hensem..tapi aku ni sbnarnyer malas nak layan..skali my fren (farkhan) dier punyer lar sial, dier pegi bagi nombor hp aku...da kene buang duit sms aku ni..aku ni bkannyer ader duit..kalo ader pon bkannyer byk..abe kalo tanak layan nanti org ingtkan aku ni eksyen..tapi aku tak~...tapi aper le bt~~

2003-09-16T02:11:00.000-07:00

Hi...Actually i dunoe wat to write in here today..but i have read ath's and zaza's blog and dey were toking abt love..ahaha..amazing man,ath's toking bt love..ahaha..so evendough i noe i'm still young and have not seen much myslef, i juz kaypo ath and zaza ar..ahaha..here goes..pple have been abusing the word love i guess...wen dey found sumone dat treats dem better dan others do, dey tot, dats it,dats love...and after a few weeks/months u start to get bored reason being dat she's not ur type...i mean..how lame..of corz u feel loved all da tyme..wen sumone treat u over lunch wen u hv got empty pockets..u'll feel loved..the other day wen huda told me dat i could trust her, i feel loved but in the end, my heart still belongs to someone else..but nowadays, evrytyme wen pple feel loved, dey tot dat its gonna last forever..saying things lyk "i love u forever" larr wat larr..but dats juz being shallow..i mean to make it long term, u need a best fren...i need luqman, i need syiirin...its up to u to love..i love syiirin..yea..alot..but i don't do things lyk "sound stead" or watever shit anymore..dats juz insulting love..i mean i've done dat b4..but pple grow up...i changed my ways i guess..heh..u can love without even asking permission..but dun expect da same treatment in return..she might not feel da same way and in th end, u'll hv to understand..but if u rellie tink dat wat u feel for her is sincere den prove it and make her feel loved juz da way she made u feel loved..k..cam sial ar..tak biaser sak aku bual gini..da urh..peace wit love and let da boogie be wit u...ni nabwe..

2003-09-15T01:31:00.000-07:00

For da second tyme..I still can't believe i'm writing here..cam weird ar..dunoe y...juz get home from skool..very tiring..very sleepy man~..evendough skool was holrite jarz now...i only had a glance of her today...was walking pass art room wen she was having art..so..enuff ar..limit2 tonite i dun wanna call her..and during da morning assembly, da guy hu gave da command "skola sedia!" was bloody sewel sak..cam bodo sak..his command was very slowww..terpakse larr i and adam laff...very stupid u noe dat guy..mintak kene sepak sak...principal pat tepi dier, dier bt kiter ketawer...ahahaha..den after skool got english oral..i tink i'll do ok ar..da t-cer asked abt whether i want a maid wen i hv my own family.."depends on hu wants to be my wife" i said..den she laffed..kaozz..angry man...face lyk me wont hv wife one ar?i hensem sial~~...cey..cam btol..so i want to go n hv my lunch now since recess i didnt eat..i sleep man.inside class..bess~~..k...

2003-09-14T05:34:00.000-07:00

halo halo...wah!Dis is first tyme ever on dapit's history..siallah i got blog man...Thnz to nurul hu helped me do dis..later i tink i hv to blanja her milo or sumtin ar...now i listenin to atha tokin to cocai abt their blog oso..dey oso hv oredy sia now..cam bes gi2 eh..getek siak aku~~..juz now i skipped madrasa meet luqman..den we were hungry den luqman had dis idea..we saw org kawin under void deck..we juz sat down n eat man..nice~~..free...dats all dat happen today~..so...tong tiki tong ki tong...