Friday, July 02, 2004

K..i noe its been sumtyme...i noe..ni update pon case ngk org lain nyer up to date..tapi bilewr ngk diri sendiri cam ksian so..update jek ar..adam tag dier kater ader baru pei blog..jadi aku ngk ar..da kire da ar..the story ends dere..da ngk nak bt aper lagik kan~..

ifran's aka joe jokes sux..gets even more mepek by the day..and expect me to lyk skool wif him ard?i mean he is ok...but his jokes hv problems..ali's getting shorter..wat can i say?juz see it for urself..juz nw got MT oral..examiner nyer satu 'hang-nkao!'..lagi satu ksian..but overall it was ok i guess..i guess onie u noe..so if in the end,i do badly..remember...i said i guess...

i miss perak..i mean nt dat i wanna live dere or wat ar..but i miss the tyme dat i spent wif frens(joe which is shockingly funny during the trip)..it was so carefree u noe..sleep at 4 wen we need to wake up by by 7...and me playing ard wit the lites wen evrybody ignores me cuz dey are falling aslp and i cant..gotta admit..i am irritating..and i'm afraid of being alone in the dark..u noe hotels..alot of russell lee's book got stories abt haunted hotel..ni lagi perak..aper lagik..and the tyme dat we sneak out of hotel to go to the funfair nearby..and me saying to the cashier.."horror house"..wif my R karat...its ounded more lyk.."ho house.."..how farkhan's cap fall off his head wen my bumper car bump him..prolly dat was wat happen to his father..dats y nw botak..but i realise during dat trip dat i lyk my frens..nononok..eh!..no*..i luv dem..even joe's stupid jokes..

she's nice..i cant help it..fuck

"jgn dengar cakap dier..dier bebual pelat"--atha(bata)hu also talks in a funny way..bishan park 2003
me @ 6:43 AM

Thursday, May 27, 2004

And now,for the kids,may i present..addafiq..

Aisey~!Mcm real ar..mcm miang kalo cubit diri sendiri nafsu naik gi2 sey..k.
Mid-yr's ok.Didnt failed any subj so i tink dats ok..But unlyk CA,i have only 2 distinctions dis tyme round..infact..my place for having 4 is already being replace..Ili Ili~..No doubt im jeles but nvm..lol..She's the ferst in class anw..me?i hv to come out 4th dis tyme ard..dat means dat its ok..

Mother tongue o level paper is on monday..and if dats nt cruel enuff, i hv 2 weeks of remedial for the june holidays..and i mean evryday.but of corz minus the days dat im goin off to perak lar..dun ask stupid questions k kids..where's ur mom?i relie need to tok to her..coz apparently she has an irritant for a child..k.

Remedial-ed holidays..here i come..
me @ 6:35 AM

Thursday, May 20, 2004

In Your Hands

bound to this couch, i lie in waiting
watching wind blown memories slip by my window sill
i can't fall asleep, voice in my head disturbs me
waking nightmares keep, have my cries fallen on deaf ears
can you hear me or am i....

talking to myself again, is there anybody listening
are you taking this in, am i wasting my breath
tell me, is the wind in your sails worth everything you give
are you looking for something, forgiveness

i leave it up to you, i guess i'm better off removed
because the situtations growing too thick,
in your hands

could it have been something i said,
or was it something that i did
did i ruin my chance, have you written me off
tell me where did i cross the line,
and can i work my way back this time
will i always regret this decision
i leave it up to you,
i hope you find a good excuse because
i've given about all that i can give,
in your hands

are you taking this in, am i wasting my breath
did i ruin my chance, have you written me off

i could try to count the times that i've been through this in my mind,
but i'm running out of fingers and i don't have that much time

thrice
me @ 3:34 AM

Tuesday, May 18, 2004

Mid year is finally over..it seems relie long but to look back..it's been only 7 days..eh..long ar tu..lerr..i'm kinda happy dat exam's are over evendough its only mid yr..results are coming in 2 days tyme..it will be a clear indication whether will i be happy during the holidays or not...nxt 2 weeks i'll be sitting for mopther tongue o level..but lets leave dat till nxt week ar..
By now if mr shahril plan abt the perak trip wif the class i wont laff at him anymore..serious2...bcoz its drawing nearer oredy...ni dulu takder...january dier da da plannin bsar utk trip tu...kan klakar tu...cam kalo nak kluar bsok dier plan december..makao...abe tyme nak dekat tanak bual pooolak~~...da ar..nak tdo..
"wah shag ar shag"extracted from wee long
me @ 1:26 AM

Monday, May 10, 2004

Juz nw was maths n mother toungue..both was ok i guess..tmr dere's bio n social studies..arh wth..social studies n bio..bio bio...cikgu da lar joe rambot panjang..tapi takper ar..hensem gak per kire..

Ytd was mothers' day..i didnt get cto spend it wif my mom.but its not dat i didnt call her..i did..but i juz say,"Ma..mothers's day~"...even the sentence wasn't a proper one..lol..yes i hv an extreme level of ego..but i hope she noes dat the phonecall doesn't mean juz dat..bcoz she means alot to me..of corz..she's my mom..and the fact dat im always bein pamper by her..lol.she worked hard to get wat she deserved nw;a happy family..

Back in 1995, she will always come to skool evry wednesday without fail..it's once a week..20 minits a week..she always bring me lunch..and dat was almost one yr for me nt seeing my mom..bcoz mom n dad seperated in 1993,if i remember dat correctly..

I get to see her on weekends..alternate sunday n saturday in 1996..but dat was after some difficulty wif my dad bcoz my father did nt allow dat..Subsequently, i get to stay at her hse evry weekend...

She didnt earn alot..but she made evryweek significant and sumting for me to always look back to a good memory..I knew dat she's heading the rite path wen she got married again..may nt be ecnomically stable..but she's happy..

I didnt mourn over the fact dat my mom n dad split and i didnt feel any jelousy watsoever wen i see others goin out wif both deir mom n dad..bcoz i'm tankful dat i'm born her's..im grateful dat she's hu she is..she strived hard for her to be happy..and i did see dat progressing..she'll deserve evryting in the world wif her effort..wen i didnt get to see her, even for one week, i do miss her..but she dun noe coz im too eogistic to show or tell..

I'm ready to lose anything but nt her..well of corz wif some others lar..but its mothers' day rite~~~...she giv me all the love i noe..and i'm nobody w/o her.

Im happy dat im born as her son..one reason..
Bcoz i luv her
me @ 1:25 AM